C O M F O R T Z O N E
I am often encouraged to step out of my comfort zone.
To try something new, be bold and, for instance say things I would normally never say.
Wouldn't hurt trying right?
While some people might find it easy to do, I honestly find it very difficult.
Not being comfortable makes me nervous.
I think about the consequences.
I most of the time, ponder over what the other person might think about me.
Stepping out of my comfort zone does this to me.
It might sound crazy but I always replay the scene over and over again in my head wishing I'd stay silent. Why?
Because i care too much about the image that particular person creates of me.
What must they be thinking?
This is so not right but this is how I truly feel.
This is why stepping out of my comfort zone is hard. So hard.
They tell you to give zero fucks about what others think of you.
Faking it seems great,faking that confidence might work for a while but it all comes to an end.
For how long would you fake being someone you're not?
Acting all confident when in fact it's the complete opposite?
So, I can't seem to find the best thing to do...
Stay in my own bubble and not voicing out because I'm not bold enough and not trying new things out or faking that confidence until I step out of my comfort zone because, as the saying goes ; fake it till you make it right?
I might know the answer to this but it's all about being brave enough and deciding.
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Hey there!
It's me again,ranting.
If you're reading this. Thank you.
I've said it before and I'll say it again.
This is a first...
So comments (on how to improve my writing or anything, really) are definitely welcomed.
I'll see you soon.
All the love,
Fir x
