Love In Racing (ON HOLD)

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Selena's POV

It's currently 7:30 in the morning and I feel chase kissing my lips.

"Well good morning to you too"

"I gotta get ready to leave babe to go to darlington"

And there goes my smile, I am yet again reminded that I am 10 weeks pregnant and can't race. Chase saw the way my face changed and started comforting me.

"Darlin it's gonna be alright, this is a complete blessing in disguise and this will be all worth it when baby E is here"

After he says that I pull him down to me giving him a hug he pulls away and kisses me sweetly. I get out of bed and spend as much time with him as possible before he has to leave. We both go in the bathroom I brush my teeth and decide to put my hair in two Dutch braids, while I'm about to do my hair chase is undressing hisself getting ready to shower when he's completely in his naked glory it caused some problems for me causing me to bite my lip.

"Take a picture it lasts longer"

I walk up to him wrapping my arms around his neck kissing him with so much need, my hand goes down his chest, to his stomach, and finally to his dick and I take him in my hand pumping it once causing chase to thrust into my hand and moan. We make out for a couple minutes while I slowly jerk him off. Until his hand stops me

"Darlin as much as I want to continue we can't I don't want to be late to the track"

"O-okay"

I look away in embarrassment and he kisses my cheek. His hand still holding mine I walk away in disappointment, feeling his eyes burning into the back of my head, I turn around and see chase's apologetic eyes then I walk away. I go downstairs and let fletch and Norman out, then I go in the kitchen and put a bagel in the toaster and take out the cream cheese, after the bagel is done I put cream cheese on it and set it aside for chase then I sit on a bar stool at the counter and go on social media. After a few minutes I hear chase walk downstairs he walks around me into the kitchen.

"I made you that bagel babe"

"Thank you"

I sigh because yes I am sexually frustrated, I haven't had sex in about three months, I got close this morning but he told me he can't. He's probably not horny because who knows how many girls he slept with while we were broken up. Those thoughts bring tears to my eyes and I mentally kick myself for hurting my own feelings and for thinking so low about chase. Chase notices the tears in my eyes that I'm trying so hard not to let fall.

"What's the matter?" He asks walking around the counter giving me a hug.

"Nothing I'm just gonna go take a shower, have a good race"

I get up walking away to go upstairs leaving chase standing there confused. I take off my clothes and put my robe on and grab my laptop and start emailing my sponsors, just making sure if I have any virtual appearances scheduled. After a few minutes chase walks in standing in the doorway fiddling with his fingers. He walks over to me and sits next to me on the bed.

"Babygirl what's going on?"

"It's nothing don't worry about it"

"It's obviously something if you were on the verge of crying"

"Chase is was nothing go to darlington and have a good race"

He gets up grabbing my face and gives me a kiss, I had issues kissing back but I did.

"I love you"

"Love you too" I mumble back not looking at him.

He walks out goes downstairs, I hear the door open and close signaling he's gone. I start crying because I feel like I'm being a selfish bitch, yes I'm sexually frustrated, but that's no excuse to treat him like that. I guess I'm just mad about a few things and my anger got the best of me, so I call the one person who I know I can tell anything, Hailie.

Hailie~ hey bitch how have you been?

Me~ I've been alright wish I was racing today.

Hailie~ are you sure cause you sound really upset?

Me~ we'll I'm mad that I can't race, and I'm sexually frustrated, me and chase almost had sex this morning but he basically shot me down saying he couldn't cause of time.

Hailie~ wow how long has it been since you guys had sex?

Me~ a while since baby E was conceived, so just about three months.

Hailie~ I don't know what to say, I know he normally jumps at chances to do it with you but he's denying it now that's weird.

Me~ I know and I just can't help think about how many girls he slept with while we were broken up.

Hailie~ I'm sorry Sel I hope it gets better, I just got to the track I'll talk to you later, yeah?

Me~ of course, love you.

Hailie~ love you too.

End of conversation

————skip to end of race sorry I'm lazy————

Chase finished second, his best darlington finish, he should be home in a couple hours it's about a three hour drive. I don't really feel like cooking tonight so I just grab a bag of Doritos and eat them while I go on Disney+ and watch princess diaries. As the movie is almost over I hear the front door unlocking, the door opens and chase walks in, I stand up and walk over to him and wrap my arms around his neck and give him a deep kiss.

"Good job today I'm proud of you"

"Thankyou darlin"

"I'm sorry about the way I acted today these baby hormones just sometimes get me in a mood and then thinking how I couldn't race really upset me"

"It's alright I kinda figured that's what it was, it's weird seeing Austin's name on that 10 car I really wish it was you driving it"

"Let's get some sleep I'm tired and I'm pretty sure you are too"

Me and chase shut off all the lights downstairs and go upstairs to our room, chase takes a shower to get all of the sweat and race car smell off of him, I'm laying in bed, he walks over to the bed in shorts and no shirt making me bite my lip. He lays down and wraps his arm around me putting his hand over my tiny baby bump, and we drift off into a peaceful night of sleep.

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A/N thank y'all so much for over 800 reads, I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a few days I've been busy with family. But on the bright side Ryan won at Talladega yesterday, omg that finish almost had me pulling my hair out. Stay tuned!!!