Suicide

Chapter one

It was 5:30 am and I couldn't fall asleep, I was up all night crying because of my stupid mom. She was calling me a slut because I wore belly
shirts and a spandex around the house yesterday.
Anyway, I got up and went into the bathroom. I guess I was going to take a shower since I couldn't fall asleep and I got up at 6:00 anyway. As I turned on the water I heard a loud thump. I got scared, but I didn't pay any attention to the noise. I took of my clothes and hopped into the shower. The hot water pounding against my skin hurt really bad! I turned down the water so it wasn't so hot and than I grabbed an empty shampoo bottle. In this bottle are 35 razors blades so I could cut myself, I just loved the pain and the feeling of a blade piercing into my skin.
I poured out one razor and than started to cut my left wrist. Each cut was representing a name of a person who broke my heart. I thought of 25 names and just like that I had 25 cuts on my wrist. The blood was trickling down my wrist and than dropped onto the bottom of the shower.

Next, my thighs I thought of each name I have been called. That was easy, so I cut my thigh 100 times. I had blood running down my legs and down my wrist. I smirked and told myself that I needed more. I need to feel more pain, so I cut more and more and more. Until I didn't have enough room on my legs and wrist. I washed of the cuts and but a bandage around my wrist and both of my thighs than got out of the shower.
I wrapped myself in a warm fuzzy towel, grabbed my clothes and went upstairs to my room.
As I walked into my room I saw something unusual. I left my bed unmade when I got up to take shower, but my bed was perfectly made and had a note in the middle. I was scared to read what the note said so. I picked it up and put it on my dresser.
My Mom knocked on my door and I let her come in. As she came in she was snooping around like she was looking for something. She looked at the note picked it up and said what's this? The note read.
"Hello. I'm Sallie, you may recognize the name from the voices in your head. Anyway, I'm not going to make your like any easier in fact I'm going to make your life quiet miserable."
My mom looked and me sighed and than left the room with the note.
I was tired and it was only 8:45. I decided to go downstairs and grab breakfast. I open the cabinet and grab a box of cereal.
Than my mom walked in a started yelling at me for eating. But than when I didn't eat she yelled at me, so was I suppose to eat or not? I wish she would make up her mind!!
She made me feel so upset!! Now time has passed and it was 11:30. I was really tired and I didn't really want to stay up anymore so I went to bed.