Suicide

Chapter 2

Okay, so I woke up and I was crying. I was screaming at the top of my lungs and I had mascara all over my face. My mom walked in and asked me why I was crying I told her it was because I didn't want to go to school, school was like hell for me! People always pointed and laughed at me. She told me I had to go school because I've already took 4 weeks off so I said I'd try to go.
As my mom pulled into the parking lot of my school she told me everything was going to be alright and I just need to ignore people. I hopped out of the car, waved goodbye and than started walking towards the doors.
I heard people point and laughing already calling me weak for not going coming to school. I felt a tear trickle down my face and than splash on my neck. I already wanted to be done. So I walked into my 1st hour and right away people were making fun of me and a girl out a note on my back. I didn't realize what she did until people starting laughing at me. I asked to go to the bathroom, the teacher asked why. I said;
"I would like to go to the bathroom because I can't stand being at school and somebody put a note in my back! I skipped 4 weeks of school just because people are jerks to me, so may I please go to the bathroom!?" the teacher had a tear rolling down her cheek. She looked at the class than back at me.
"Yes,Hanna you may go to the bathroom."
As I walked to the bathroom people laughed and pointed and tripped me. I fell flat on my face balling my eyes out. As I stood up I felt blood running from my nose. I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in the big stall. I took of the note and it said.
"Call me boys my legs are open ;)" I felt 1,000 of tears running down my cheeks and I could barely breathe. I dialed my moms number my hands shaking rapidly. I asked her to pick me up because I've been crying all day and my anxiety was getting really bad. She said she'd be there in 10 to 20 minutes so I went back to class and told my teacher. She gave me a hug and said she hope to see me tomorrow. My mom signed me out of school and didn't say a word to me. She drove me home and dropped me off. As I got out of the car she gave me a kiss on the forehead and I wiped it off and said I wasn't a little kid. She smirked and than pulled out of the drive way. I walked to the front door and pulled out the keys. As I unlocked the door I heard someone scream "THERES THAT SLUT HANNA !!" I told myself to ignore them, it wasn't true, I just couldn't. It was too hard!! So I walked in took off my shoes and walked inside. I was shocked.