Oh My God (SebaCiel)

My Mistake.

~~~~sebastian's pov~~~~

   I must be the worst human behind on this godforsaken planet.

   There's no other explanation.

   Ciel, the boy of my dreams, out of breath, with a dazzling smile and long messy blue hair, made his way towards me this morning. And when I heard his voice, I thought it might've been an angel because no one is ever that happy to be here, to see me. Unheard of.

     But there he was, right in the flesh, doing just that.

     And what did I do? Oh, nothing special, just acted like a total douchebag, ignored him, and treated him like garbage that wasn't worth my time. Yeah, no biggie.

      I couldn't even turn back to see the damage I had done. I didn't deserve to. Ciel was doing just fine on his own before we met and I won't jeopardize that over a little crush. The last thing he needs is to get mixed in with a crowd like mine.

      I took a deep breath and exhaled from my nose as I stared at the board upfront, not really caring what was being shown. Maybe if the "actors" were actually attractive, I might have tried to pay attention.

      I stayed up all night thinking about what good could possibly come from us being together, yet I found nothing. Not one single benefit outweighed the risk. My selfish desire to make him my own would only hurt him in the long run.

      But last night was last night. Today is today.

      First period could not have been worse. It wasn't enough that I had to stay awake through some video of plant pornography, no no, I had to spend it daydreaming about a cute boy with a toilet for a mouth.

      I imagined what it would be like to walk up from behind him, place my lucky hands on his soft sides, kiss his cheek, watch them turn red as his eyes shimmered with surprise, making him fumble to take out messy notes and old textbooks out his locker.

      Then I'd turn him around, shove his body into the locker behind him, letting my hands fall to grasp his hips as I stare into those beautiful orbs and just when he's getting ready to curse my name, slam my lips onto his until he can't breathe and tries to push me off with his tiny little hands. And I'd laugh and tell him how cute he looks under me, then he'd bless me with rosy cheeks and mumble something about my "height from hell", but let me stare nonetheless.

        Even if Ciel isn't like that and instead does the exact opposite, that won't stop how I feel about him, quite the contrary.

         Which is exactly why we can't be together.

~~~Alois' pov~~~

"That mother fucker."

"Uhuh. An absolute piece of shit."

"I can't believe he led me on just to throw me away,"

"Men are trash." I replied as I licked my spoon clean of chocolate pudding. Great, now I have to go downstairs and grab more.

"He actually played me, me. But it's all my fault, I let him..." I watched and shook my head as Ciel burst out in tears again, burying himself in my Destiny's Child comforter.

"W-Woah, hold on baby-"

       I lunged at the bag of chips that were barely balanced in between Ciel's knees and seconds away from tipping over.  

      Ciel and I have spent the past twelve hours sitting on my beautiful bed, surrounded by love, watching just about every stupid Adam Sandler movie known to man, or at least the one's that haven't sued Netflix yet.

       Now he wants me to watch something called...Attack on Titan? But from that first episode it should really be called 'Attack on Human' cause wow.

       My poor baby, so sweet, so innocent, so-yet-to-be-tainted-by-this-piece-of-shit world.

"Cielly, really, I can't give you all this sugar if I don't even know what you're baking."

"Lois, what the fuck?"