skinny love || joe sugg

|9|

HAPPY SUGGSUNDAY ✌️

I took off my Jacket and layed down beside him. Joe put his Hand on my waist and pulled me closer. I cuddled myself into his chest as he began to chuckle.
"What?"
"Oh nothing"
"Idiot"
"What did you just say?" he asked.
"You're an idiot" I said grinning.
I looked up a bit and saw a sparkle in his eyes. No no no no please don't tickle me. I'm one of the most ticklish humen being.
Joe just sat up and stared onto the wall.
"offended?"
He nooded his head in response.
"Aww Joey i'm so sowwy" I said in a baby voice.
No reaction. After a few minutes passed he stood up and walked to the door.
"Joe, no I need you" I got up and took his hand. He turned around and pressed his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but kissed back until I realized that this could never work. It wont. I pulled back and pushed Joe away but not to hard.
"I'm sorry but I think it's the best if you go now." I said with my head down.
"N-No I- I'm sorry" Joe stuttered and walked out off my room. I locked the door and began to cry. I fell down on my knees and cried my eyes out. It's not that I didn't like kissing him. I loved it. It sounds cliché but i felt all the sparks and fireworks, not even nicholas sparks could describe that feeling. I loved him with all my heart and that's the worst thing ever.

The next few days I stayed in my room. Joe called me about 10 times and I got 35 texts. Even Zoe texted me. Without thinking I texted Joe back.

'Please come over. We need to talk'

He didn't deserve to be treated like I treated him. That's just wrong. He only deserves the best. That's what I wanted to tell him.

'be there in 10.'

That's when I realized that I had to get dressed.