Concupiscence

VI: Why Were You Crying?

Zee is he okay?

He's still moaning Mew. I'm gonna clean him up when we get to my house.

Okay. Text me when you get there.

Ok .

The rest of the drive to Zee's house went pretty well apart from Saint moaning in pain every few minutes. 

Zee contemplated whether he should take Saint to the hospital or to his house.

Twenty minutes later they arrived at Zee's house. Zee texted Mew about his arrival. He went around to get Saint out of the car but he was still sleeping.

"Saint."

"..."

"Saaaaaiiinnnt."

Getting impatient Zee unbuckled his seatbelt and carried him bridal style into his house.

Once inside Zee sat Saint down on his couch and observed him. This was the first time Zee took the time to really study Saint's features. It was beyond him how someone who just got the shit beaten out of him could look so hot at the same time. Which surprisingly didn't get him horny. 

Then out of nowhere Saint opened his eyes and stared at Zee.

Saint looked at Zee with so much vulnerability which Zee has never seen before. He's always been confident and chill. But this. Saint's facial expression was a mixture between hurt, fear, pain, sadness, betrayal, and anger.This was a Saint who has been through hell and came out to see another day. 

Then out of nowhere Saint punched Zee in the face.

HARD

Zee was taken by surprise. Then when he went to look back at Saint he was crying uncontrollably.

"Saint. Saint what's wrong?"

"Y-you..."

"What do you mean me?"

"Why did you beat me up like that?"

To be completely honest, Zee didn't even know himself. He was always one to torture ones who deserve it. Who have done ungodly acts and deserve pain. But he didn't know what over came him in that arena. He just did it and didn't think of the consequences.

"I-i don't know..."

"BULLSHIT"

"Saint I'm really sorry"

"Fuck you."

Saint stopped crying now. He just had an angry look on his face which was understandable considering he was just beaten by the person in front of him. Zee not knowing what to say just did his first instinct.

"I'm going to bathe you now"

"So you can see me naked?"

Zee was surprised by this response. He wasn't thinking about it at first but now that it's brought up it's all he's thinking about.

"No. It's because you're covered in blood and you need to be cleaned."

Saint. Not wanting to argue right now allowed Zee to pick him up and carry him in the upstairs bathroom. 

"I'm bathing myself. You can go shower."

Zee thought this was a good idea. Because it would prevent him from having another boner. And he wanted to stay sane.

Zee got out of the shower, put some boxers and a tank top on and found Saint sitting on his bed. Saint was wearing only a towel which of course gave Zee a boner in five seconds. Zee also noticed how Saint wasn't patched up so he went and got the first aid kit and knelt in front of Saint to clean his wounds.

"Do you normally beat the fuck out of people?"

Zee was taken back not expecting Saint to start talking.

"I honestly don't know, something just went off in me and I just did it. I'm really sorry Saint."

"Whatever I'm sleeping."

"No you can't sleep"

"Why the hell not?"

"Because sleeping on an injury to your head it can cause a concussion."

Saint sighed deeply.

Zee finished patching Saint up and he went in his closet and pulled out some sweatpants and a T-shirt.

"Here put these on."

Zee went and sat down on his bed. Then out of nowhere he started wondering why Saint was crying earlier and moaning in the car. He assumed it was because of the pain he had caused Saint but it was something deeper he could feel it. He wondered whether he should say something or stay silent. Fuck it.

"Uh... Saint."

"What is it?"

Saint went and sat down next to Zee on the bed both backs on the headboard. Looking at each other.

"If you don't mind me asking, but why were you crying earlier?"

Saint automatically went emotionless. Zee could see his eyes get bloodshot red but he saw anger in those eyes.

"If you don't wanna talk about it it's ok I was ju-"

"No it's ok it's just you beating me up triggered that excruciatingly painful memory."

Saint all of sudden started crying. Like sobbing. Zee didn't know what to do, he just froze. Then coming to his senses, he went behind Saint and hugged him from behind.

"You don't have to talk about it. Just cry it out."

He felt Saint relax and his embrace. And to be honest Zee could stay like this forever. It was scary for him to think that with any of the people he's had sex with he never felt anything for them like he felt for Saint. And only met him a few months ago. He felt a sense of longing for his every touch but he knew deep down the possibilities of that happening were extremely low.

Saint didn't know what came over him but he felt like he could trust Zee like he could tell him anything. He's never talked about his past let alone someone who he just met. He was too ashamed of it. He had a hard time trusting people and never settled down. But Zee made him feel like he could relax around him. Something about Zee. Then he said fuck it it was time to talk about something that he has bottled up for years. And something he never dared tell a soul but he felt Zee needed to know and he needed to let it out.

"It was a long time ago..."

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Thanks for reading this chapter I hope you enjoyed it

Next chapter should be up soon.

Until next time...

-Yo