Concupiscence

XXX: Revenge

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry"

Those two excruciating words were replaying in my head.

He's gone.

The one person who I've ever loved.

Is gone.

And never coming back.

All because M had killer aim and shot a fucking bullet drenched in poison aiming right at his heart.

I walked into his hospital room. Unsure of what I was gonna do when I got there. Once I got there and saw him lifeless I didn't react. All those pointless needles they stuck in his flesh doing him no good. And that stupid flatline...

Once he died a part of me died with him. The room was suffocating, I could feel the atmosphere squeezing against my throat.

I left as quick as I came in.

When Zee died I felt no emotion in my body.

I was empty.

I felt nothing but anger.

I wanted him dead.

While I was walking down the hall in the hospital I could hear Mew and Singto saying something but it just sounded like white noise. I didn't care about what they had to say. I wanted nothing to do with anyone at that point.

From that point on I ran.

And ran.

And ran.

Until I went somewhere I thought I'd never go again...

The alley i used to live at.

Nothing's changed except my stuff isn't there anymore.

Still cold and dark.

Memories... good and bad happened here.

Some I'm not proud of and others I wouldn't change for shit.

These memories made me who I am today. And made me street-smart.

While staring in the alley, my eyes laid upon a plastic bag where I used to sleep.

I opened it and inside was a blanket

I unraveled it...

And a fully loaded gun was inside.

I had two choices here...

I could turn this gun in to the police...

Or...

This gun could end all of my problems with the pull of a trigger.

So...

I took the gun and ran.

I didn't know where I was going or where the fuck I was but I just kept going.

Going as far as my legs were taking me, which was surprisingly far.

I finally stopped at a familiar location...

Sunshine rehabilitation center.

Again memories good and bad happened here.

Mostly bad.

This place was hell to be honest.

If you refuse anything, they inject you with some chemical that knocks you out. You never really 'get help'. They just treat you like you're crazy.

I started running again but suddenly I stopped.

I was in front of the house of people who ruined me.

They also unintentionally taught me how to never trust easily.

To be able to tell when someone is bullshiting me.

And now I'm outside their house...

Gun in hand...

Ready to solve my problems...

Without a second thought I put the gun in my back pocket and walked up to the house.

Instead of knocking, I kicked the door down.

Shocking everyone on the other side of it.

"Saint? What are you doing here?"

"You killed him. That's what you wanted right? For me to me broken so you can rise to the top?"

"Yes I admit. I wanted either one of you dead. I preferred you because everyone knows how weak you really are. At least Zee looks and is the part."

"You don't think I have what it takes to run the mafia?"

"Oh please, that's why your sad excuse for a father traded you for Zee. he knew that you were and never will be strong enough or man enough to run a mafia. It's a shame how bad M's aim is otherwise everything would've gone smoothly."

"You seriously don't feel even the slightest bit sad that your son is dead?"

"Nope. all of my children, even M, Aim, Pete, and Leia are all pawns in my game. And they have to protect the king otherwise everything crashes."

While Willie was laughing his ass off I looked around the room and saw the defeated looks on everyone's faces. They knew they were being played by Willie but they did what he wanted anyway because he had something on all of them. Things they didn't want to get out. M made the mistake of 'borrowing' money from his sister's boyfriend, leaving him indebted to Willie. Pete killed Willie's father Leia was just attached to Pete. And Aim was just a girl blinded by love. She knew he did horrific things to innocent people but she loved him to much to let go.

What happened next seemed to happen in slow motion.

Without a warning I took out the gun and shot willie right in the center of his skull. Everyone looked at me with grateful eyes. But what I did next shocked everyone.

I brought up the gun and proceeded to shoot every single one of them in the head. Shooting all of them including willie twice to make sure they were dead.

And then I went into the garage.

And got lighter fluid.

I made sure I drenched the entire house in it before I took the match and set the house on fire.

And walked away with no expression.

All my problems were being burnt to ash in that house.

And I shall never see them again... 

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End of chapter 30

Epilogue is the next chapter

sorry I've been MIA lately

Until next time

-Yo