Concupiscence

XXII: Feeling stressed

Saint's POV

I've been contemplating whether or not I should tell Zee face to face or let him figure it out his own. I've been avoiding him trying to figure this shit out. What am I gonna say?

"Hey Zee, Willie is your real father and the people who think are your parents are actually my real parents. Yeah. Love you"

This thing can go one of 2 ways he freaks out or he remains calm.

Still don't know which is worse.

Then there's Mew and Singto. Do they know? How am I gonna tell them their real parents are the people who kidnapped their boyfriends?

And even if they do know how do they live with themselves?

These questions and plenty more have been swirling around my brain for the past few days. And I'm on the verge of having a mental breakdown. This is too much stress for one person.

Feeling stressed?

How?

You know what never mind. 

Yes I am stressed

Sorry

I shouldn't have told you all of that information in one sitting

You're fine

I just don't know what to do with said information

Go ahead and tell Zee so you get it off your chest

Hold up

You want me to tell Zee?

Yes

He is your boyfriend after all

He deserves to know

Ok thanks?

You're welcome

***

Zee was in the shower while I waited in our bed with my back of the headboard.

"Zee?"

"Yeah?"

"I have to tell you something"

He came and sat down next to me on our bed

With only a towel on.

Help.

"Put some clothes on first"

"Ok"

He came back and sat down where he was earlier.

"I don't know how to say this."

"Babe, just say it like your ripping off a bandage"

"Williesyourrealfather"

"What? Say that again"

I close my eyes, not ready to see his reaction just yet.

"Willie is your real father"

I peek my eyes open to see the most shocked face I've ever seen in my life.

***

Zee's POV

"Willie is your real father"