hurt, hurting, hate, broken

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(This is chapter part 2 to "finally")

WHAT do you mean where's Leilani.

i try getting up but kairi stops me. Stop you can't just get up you just gave birth less than 2 hours ago you need recovery kairi says. Kairi, Leilani has been taken, I don't give a shit my princess is out there she could be hurt I say my voice cracking at the end. Ok fine let's go kairi says. We hop in the car

pull over I say. Why kairi asks. NOW I yell growing inpatient. Ok ok calm down kairi says. NEVER tell ME to "calm down" you understand I say sternly looking at kairi. No I don't understand, ok I'm trying my fucking hardest to keep myself together, you don't understand how much this is hurting me, Leilani could be dead kairi says his voice getting louder. Don't say that I say making eye contact with him starting to cry. No I'm going to say that wanna know why because your making it harder for us, your yelling, taking your anger out on ME, when I did nothing but try and comfort kairi says sobbing and screaming. I'm her mother, your her father, she just came into this world and I'm already attached it hurts me too it hurts my heart too ok i hate this feeling so fucking much I say yelling hitting something that was in front of me. why, why, why I yell hitting my head against the window. I stopped hitting my head for a few seconds

"just watch your back" celias words repeated in my head. Just watch your back I mumble out loud. What kairi asks clearly confused. Just watch your back, just watch your back, JUST WATCH YOUR BACK I say almost yelling. I pull out my Phone and scroll through my contacts. clicking on

"🐍" (I'm so sorry I had to 😭)

K- where is she
C- where's who
K- you know exactly who I'm talking about
C- who Leilani Celia says *she giggles*, I can feel a grin creep on her face
K- WHERE THE FUCK IS LEILANI
C- I'll send the location, but there's no point
K- I swear your gonna be fucking dead If you did something to her
C- oops too late
End of call

Fucking Bitch kairi yells hitting the car horn hard.
Celias name popped up on my screen it's a location. I put it in gps and we arrive.

I open the car door quickly getting out, slamming the car door closed. Kairi runs towards the door pushing it open. LEILANI kairi yells seeing our daughter on the floor. Lani mi Bebe linda (lani my sweet baby) I say crying my little heart out. Heyyyy Celia says. You BITCH. I say walking up to her I slap her I throw her on the ground punching her not wanting to stop, pulling her hair, crying out, trying to hurt her, she was bleeding and I wanted to continue but someone pulled me off and it wasn't kairi it was Kevin. His hands were rough I turn around to see kairi being held back by Mar. I look at kairi with sorry eyes. I had enough so I turned around and punched Kevin. let me save her, please she's my first baby I plead. What will it take kairi asks Celia who's wiping the blood off of her. You to be mine again Celia says smirking. Then that's what's gonnna happen kairi says. Baby no I can't leave you I say looking at kairi. But you also can't leave Leilani kairi says looking at me. I'll be fine but for Lani kairi says looking at me. For lani and lani only I say. Ok can I at least say goodbye I ask. Yes but make it quick Celia says rolling her eyes. Mar let's kairi go. Kairi extends out his arms ready for me to hug him. I walked over to him hugging him tightly not wanting to let go, not wanting this moment to end because I knew I wouldn't be this happy once I let go. Kairi hugs me tightly kissing my head softly. I love you I whisper in his ear crying. I love you too kairi whispers back. Promise me you won't forget me I ask. I promise kairi says locking our pinkies. I kiss my fingers and I put them on his cheek. (If that makes sense) ok go save Lani kairis says kissing me one last time. babe let's go Celia says putting her arm around kairi. Good luck I love you I mouth to kairi. I love you too kairi mouths back. I'll come back I promise I mouth back grabbing Leilani and rushing to the car hopping in and driving To the hospital.

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