𝘔𝘺 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥- 𝘬𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘰

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kairi's POV
it's currently 1:17am and kiara is no where to be found. Mattias not here either which isn't good. i'm sitting at the edge of the bed rubbing my temple because my head is hurting.

I just can't believe everything was fucked up so quick. she told me she trusted me and I let her down. I don't even know how we're supposed to tell people. I don't think I have enough courage to tell Maiya, I already know my mom's gonna be heartbroken not to mention disappointed and I know her mom is going to be too. She begged me to tell her what was happening but i just didn't have the heart to do i told her i couldn't just yet. what if she hates me. i tried calling kiara multiple times but it would always go straight to voice mail.

my love 🥺

kiara please call me

just let me explain

i need you

it was a mistake

at least tell me your safe pls i'm worried

i'm ok

omg thank god

so will you let me explain

no

eh never mind i was in the kitchen getting my drink when alyessa came and she started talking to me. i ignored her went to the bathroom leaving my drink in the kitchen when i came back she was still there i took a sip of my drink and next thing i know you were kissing mattia
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FUCK i yelled throwing my phone on the ground. leilani started crying which meant i probably scared her. oh no i'm sorry mamas i said picking her up. i gave her head a few strokes before she calmed down. i'm sorry princess it's just your mom is stressing me out. i sigh as i lay both me and her down on the bed. i softly rest my head on her body. i chuckle lightly. you know i use to do this to mama when you were in her tummy. i use to lay next to her in bed, my head on her stomach listening to her talk about baby names. from time to time i would starr at her because she's gorgeous, sometimes getting caught. you know i could look at your momma all day and never get tired i sighed tears trickling down my cheeks.

i then got an idea. i grab my phone pressing the record button. i put my phone on the night stand sitting down infront of it. hi gorgeous i waved at the screen on the verge of tears which i wiped before they got the chance to fall. i miss you so fucking much. i haven't seen you in a few hours, i know your doing ok but i'm still worried. i have this huge headache cause i've been crying all afternoon. look i'm really sorry ok i never meant for this to happen. i promise you i'm gonna try to win you back no matter how long it takes i just want you back in my arms. i didn't end up telling your mom i just couldn't bring myself to do it she would hate me. i'm telling you it was a mistake i just need you to listen. oh i was just laying in bed with lani. i put my head on her stomach and i was telling her about how i use to do it with you when you were pregnant. i remember i used to listen to you talk about baby names and you used to ramble on and on about how you didn't know if you were gonna be a good mom or not i chuckle remembering our little moments together which just resulted in more tears. kiara i'm a mess without you, i need you in my life, your my everything and i messed up, i know i did, just please tell me you'll at least call or text i just need you to hear me out. this whole thing is killing me. i won't give up on us i stand up grabbing my phone. Watashi wa akiramemasen. Purinsesu o aishi teru (i'm not giving up on us. i love you princess) i promise you i won't bye bèlla i love you i say ending the recording.