tears, crying and sobbing

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kiaras POV
I woke up this morning to a cold feeling. I open my eyes and the spot next to me is empty.

of course it is kiara i thought mentally face palming myself. 🤦🏻‍♀️

I sit up sighing as a few more tears flowed down my cheeks for at least the hundredth time this past night. I plop back down in bed and just stared at the ceiling my eyes watery. How am i supposed to tell my mom, Leilani, maiya and literally almost everyone else because after we leave on monday i'm not gonna want to be anywhere near kairi.




















































but of course like kairi said he couldn't live without her so that wasn't exactly the way he planned things to go.










































I groan loudly realizing I have to show up to my office to discuss the colors for my pallete. I sit back up once again wiping my eyes. I can't stand being in the same house with mattia or kairi. I can't stand being babied. I get up packing most of my stuff, i finished at least an hour and a half later. I got into the shower thinking about how our fans are going to find out about this. i finished showering about 20 minutes later and changed into this exact same outfit

 i finished showering about 20 minutes later and changed into this exact same outfit

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I pushed my glasses so they would be resting on the top of my hair.  i grabbed one of my black purses from prada and got a piece of paper writing on it


don't look for me, don't talk to me, don't ask about me, don't call, don't text, dont view my location, dont contact my parents, don't spy just leave me alone ALL OF YOU- kiara rosario


I stick it on the wall by the bed and I opened the window and thought about jumping out, I looked down and it looked pretty easy so I jumped from my room on the top floor, to the small roof top of the first floor and down to the concrete that was built on top of the sand in front of the house. I opened my purse to see if I had any keys and I found some. I didn't take a good look at the keys so i didn't know which car it was. I unlocked the doors so i could hear the little sound the car would make car so i knew where it was. I recognized the sound








please. please don't let it be. please.  just please tell me it isn't that one

we're the only thoughts running through my head

i take another look at the car keys in my hand.

fuck why'd it have to be this one

i look back at the house wondering if I should go back in there to grab another car key. but there's a possibility of them being inside eating breakfast. ah never mind i'll just have to deal with it. I start walking to the car dreading to get inside because i know it will tear me apart.

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