𝘔𝘺 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥- 𝘬𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘰

clingy

I woke up at around 1am due to Leilani crying.

I fed her and put her back in her crib. I layed back in bed making kairi move around in discomfort. We both got in the position where we could face the ceiling.

We're you actually jealous of alyessa kairi asks. Yes. Whyyyy kairi asks. Because she's pretty and she was getting all touchy with you. you just don't understand I don't like alyessa I like youuuuu kairi says pointing at me causing a small smile to appear on my face. I like you toooo I say that stupid smile reappearing on my face.

Come here kairi says patting his lap. I sit on his lap. He pulls me into a hug. I hug back of course. But I then pull back. Kairi I can't. Yes you can kairi says confused. No I can't I continue. Why kairi asks. I'm scared I admit. God dammit kiara of what kairi says frustrated. What if you hurt me more then you already have. There is no what if, I won't kairi says. Kairi you never know. Okay me, you and lani a date tonight 6pm kairi says. I don't know kairiii I whine. we'll have a good time I promise kairi says. Pleaseeee kairi begs giving me puppy eyes. I laugh. Fine, Now go back to bed. Gimme kiss first kairi says in a baby voice. If I give you a kiss will you go to sleep I ask. Mhm kairi nods his head. I give his cheek a peck. Ok now go to bed. No here he says pointing at his lips. Kairi you said you would go to bed if I gave you a kiss, should've been more specific I say shrugging my shoulders. No I'm not gonna go to bed until you give me the kiss I deserve kairi says acting like a total baby. Clingy much🙄. Well then mister I guess your not getting a kiss. What why kairi asks in his baby voice. Because you don't deserve one I respond.

Kairis POV
Because you don't deserve one kiara says. I mean she was right I really didn't after what I put her through yesterday. I put my hand on her face making her face me. Can I get my kiss I ask. Nope she says shaking her head. Give daddy a kiss I say a little more sternly. I don't want to kiara says poking her bottom lip out.

I start to lean in kiara trying to back away. To stop her from backing away I sat on her lap. Kairi she groaned, get up your heavy. Nahh not until you give me my kiss I say. I continued to lean in kiara leaning back. no, no, no, no, no, no kiara says. Shut up and kiss me. I crash my lips onto hers. She didn't kiss back at first but she gave in a few seconds after. Our lips moving in sync, the kiss deepening. My lips trailing down her neck leaving love marks.

I stopped and looked at kiara who was enjoying it. Night mamas I say smirking. Good night kai kiara says. Cuddles I ask. You left me with hickeys, I was enjoying it and you expect me to cuddle with you what type of world do we live in some lovey dovey piece of shit hell nah kiara says laughing. I chuckle shaking my head. But fine she lays down and pats the spot where she wants me to, letting me lay my head on her stomach.

Remember when lani was in your stomach and I used to talk to her and give her those little kisses I ask. Yea I remember she responds. And everytime I would your eyes would fill with joy. they would light up and you would have that cute little sparkle in your eyes or those tears, small but meant so much. the way you blushed when I would compliment you. When you would smile because of my corny jokes or my crazy ideas. the way your lip quivered when you would cry because of your grandma. the way you would quickly wipe away your tears because you thought crying made you look weak. when we went to that party and we would've never imagined what happened would've happened I say referring to the night I got shot. the times you didn't want me to come near you when lani died because I would remind you of what we had made. the way you didn't want me because I was just another reminder of Leilani. you didn't want me kissing your stomach, you didn't want me because of the way I kissed your cheek while you were pregnant. When you had people cover up the mirrors in the house because you didn't want to look at your stomach. when you would spend all your days in lanis room balling your eyes out blaming what happened was all your fault which is not true. the way you would talk aloud as if you were actually talking to her. when you wouldn't invite Katie over because she would bring valeria and you didn't want to see another baby.