life :p

sigh

well hello.
i am going on the scale every saturday morning. and guess what? i didn't lose a lot of weight these weeks.
two weeks ago i was 58.9kg, precious weekend i was 58,8 and now i'm 58,7...
i know that  weight is just a number, and still i do care about it so much.
like my goal for every week is to lose 1kg per week, but that's not happening. instead, i'm only losing 0,1kg.
this made my day so much worse. i don't even want to measure my waist anymore.
i think i need to start fasting, like really fasting. i already started with intermittent fasting, but i stopped because i had exams week this week, but it already came to its end so i'm going to start again today.
like okay, tbh i didn't/did eat breakfast. idek anymore.
i ate it, but since 1. i wanted to do intermittent fasting again, 2. the taste was so bad istg and 3. i am in a bad mood and i don't want to eat, i decided to spit it out.
like it was bread AND IT WAS HARD LIKE EW THAT BREAD WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SOFT.

anyways does that count as eaten tho. i think i'll start intermittent fasting again, because my weight think i should 🤧
agh weight is just a frickin number why do i care so much, it's not like when i make a new friend, the first thing that person'll ask is "WHATS YOUR WEIGHT"

okay i need to do chinese now bye. i'm still so upset 😔