TItle: "FEEL ALONE"
Genre: REAL LIFE STORY
"All I want is your trust, why can't you give it? I thought were in the same boat, but why did you leave me behind? I hope you regret leaving me"
Azankpo Paul, a Kind, Caring, Loving, Simple and a forgiving person especially to my Loving girlfriend Lucky Endurance that I've meet at the pathway of our school yard. I really love her to the point they
I don't doubt her love for me but sad to say I was still working for her trust and doubt about my love for her.
" I love you! Where are you by the way" I smile when I read her txt message. Shes really sweet, how lucky am I.
"I love you too! At my room again. Laying on my bed" My replied
"Owss! Make sure of it Paul. Don't lie to me!" I sign when I read her message.
Shes always like that every time we're not together. Doubting my trust and love.
"Really Hon! I'm just in my room" I reply a message first before sending a picture as an evidence, I hope it's ok for her.
"Ok! I trust you Paul. Don't hurt me."
After a few months of loving. She called me with a snuffy voice so I got worried.
"What is it Lucky?" I hurriedly ask.
"You lier!" I got sign. Here we go again
"What is it again?" I said in a small voice
"My friend saw you at the mall!! You lier. I thought you love me." She said while crying, I was thinking about what she said.
"Hush! Lucky. Please stop crying and Yes I really love you.!"
"You were having an affair Paul! You!!!" She said with a full of anger
"No! No! Lucky listen. It's not like that. That Kassy. My couz'n! Please listen first" I said when I remember something.
"I hate you!" After that she already hang up the call.
As always Paul, she still doubt your love.
At the other day I tried to call her countless times but she didn't answer until the night came.
"Hello! Lucky! Thank God you called. That was Kassy! I'm sorry if I did--"
"Lets break up Paul" I stop from talking when she cut me and said those words.
"Pardon?" I ask
"Lets break up. I need to go back to my home town." She said
"It's ok Lucky! I'm not stopping you. We can have our LDR." I suggested praying that she will accept it. I can take that LDR.
"No Paul. I don't want you to hurt me so go date everyone that you like. I know if I'm not around you will get your self a girl, I don't trust you. Let's break up Bye." I was still holding my phone after the call.
Just like that?
She broke up with me Just because she'll go back to her home town?
And what?
She don't trust me?
Why I let my self love a person who don't love me like I do?
