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Let's Talk

Louis' p.o.v.

I was expecting Anne to open the door so I was shocked when I was met face to face with Harry. We stared at each other for awhile while the awkwardness rose with each passing second. I was so nervous that I didn't know if I could trust my voice, but I spoke anyway.

"H-hi," I managed to mutter out. Harry gave me a gentle smile which I missed more than anything. I hadn't made him smile like that in so long.

"Hi," he moved out of the way before gesturing for me to come in. "Come inside." I gladly agreed walking in to the nice home.

Walking inside the house gave me a rush of emotions. The last time I was here I broke two hearts with one kiss. It was an odd feeling to be back. Harry closed the door behind me before throwing his hair up in a quick bun. He looked so adorable right now. He had changed into some simple grey sweats and a white t-shirt. Even dressed down he was the most beautiful creature to ever walk the earth.

"Can I get you anything? Water, food, maybe some tea?" He asked politely. As much as we tried there really was no getting rid of the awkward feeling until we spoke about everything.

"U-uh," my voice cracked making me blush in embarrassment. Harry giggled a little but quickly controlled himself. "Some water would be great." I quickly answered. Harry just smiled at me.

"You sit on the sofa while I grab some water. I'll be right back." He disappeared into the kitchen after that.

I took my shoes off not wanting to be rude and walked over to the couch. I plopped myself down anxiously awaiting for Harry to come back so we could just start discussing everything. I had so much I wanted to say after everything, but more importantly I had so much I wanted to hear. I needed to hear what Harry had to say. I fucked up and his input was more important in this situation and I know that. I wanted to listen and stop trying to defend myself. It was honestly getting ridiculous how much I was trying to justify my behavior but I was done doing that. I hurt two people I care about because I was a dick. Harry deserved to be heard and I was going to listen. Harry walked back in with a cup of water handing it to me.

"Here you are!" He sat down next to me after I had taken the glass from him and I took a sip.

"Thank you," I said. We sat there in silence again waiting for the other to talk. It was a hard decision if I should talk first or if he should. I'm here to listen and i didn't want to over step. I had waited for so damn long I wasn't willing to wait again. "I'm so grateful that you asked me over. What did you wanna talk about?" I asked.

My hands were already beginning to tremble so I set my water down before I spilled anything. I could see the tension quickly form in Harry's body at the question. So much had happened between us. I've been torn apart so I can only imagine how Harry must be feeling.

"Well I'm pretty sure we both know what I wanted to talk about. I want to be fully transparent with you because I have a lot of feelings about the entire situation." I nodded to signal that I was paying attention. "First of all, what you did was fucked up. I would've never continued had I known you had a girlfriend, and you should've respected me enough to not use me to cheat on your girlfriend. More importantly though, you should've cared about your girlfriend enough to not cheat on her in the first place."

I looked down ashamed. He was right. I shouldn't have and I did.

"You're r-right," I choked out.

"Oh I'm not done. You're in for a ride Tomlinson." I gulped a little nervous. His passion and frustration was rising as he continued. "Two years you were together. Two fucking years! What the fuck Louis? I mean you would think you had an ounce of fucking dignity to be honest with her and me. You were a coward, a selfish coward at that in this situation. We've been in school together our entire lives and you never cared about me you know that? Maybe I'm stupid in all this for thinking you'd be different when you've been an ass my whole life but you should've proven me wrong and you didn't." Harry was up and pacing at this point. He crossed his arms letting out an angry sigh.