One Dream▪︎Stray Kids Jeongin

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One by one each came to Y/N's house.
One left the box at the front of the door and the two others greeted each other at the doorstep of Y/N's home.

Y/N's POV

There was a knock placed at my door which was kinda weird since the only person who knew I was home left.

I sighed and opened the door, but nobody was there except a box.

I don't remember ordering anything and I don't think my parents had ordered anything before they left.

I picked up the box and placed it inside before closing the door.

I opened up the box with some scissors.
There was a note placed on top and a couple of things below.

The box was filled with dog supplies and an envelope was at the very bottom.

I slowly opened up the envelope.

I could've expected anything to be in the envelope, but even if I did wonder what was in the envelope this would be my last guess.

Every note I had ever received at school and at home was in the envelope.

I threw all those notes in the trash.
I got rid of them.

But I didn't because they were in my hands once again.

I grabbed onto the note which I had first seen.

I'm sorry, Y/N
I didn't know what to do.
You were being harmed
And I watched on the sidelines as an assistant even if I hated every minute of it I still watched
But we have one thing in common
Our parents are in jail
I can't do what I'm supposed to do
I can't because I've become attached to you
I'm sorry
I know everything about you
Even about the notes from Jeongin
I don't want to be a fool
But I am one
I know I said I'll get over you but I couldn't
Y/N, please say you love me too
I'm still in love with you
I'm not strong enough to let you go
Don't you still believe we can be together?
You can still learn to love me right?
~Bang Christopher Chan

Jeongin was the one sending me those notes.

Does that mean he always liked me?
But why would Christopher send me this?

Why does he know?

He wasn't even here when I started getting these notes.

He can't be serious with all of this.
We haven't even known each other for long.

I ripped his note into multiple pieces. I didn't want to see the note he gave me.
I never wanted to see that. I wish I hadn't seen it.

I should've just left it outside and ignored it, but I didn't.

I placed the box on the floor and looked over at Bambam whom was still sitting on the couch.

"Do you want a toy Bambam?"- Y/N

His tail started wagging as I mentioned a toy. I smiled at Bambam and grabbed one of the toys from the box. I placed the small rubber bone on the couch and he started playing around with it.

I petted his soft fur as he continued to chew on the toy.

At least I have Bambam with me.

Felix's POV