It's always you- Adam driver

Five

thanks for reading I wasn't a little weary on writing this as it's my first one❤️

I couldn't sleep. It was 3am. Adam went home before dinner and I wish he hadn't, I had an argument with my mum she screamed at me like she usually did. "Mum! I don't even know why you're staying here I kicked Adam out for you! I hate you being around, you come back into my life after being fucked about by thousands of men-".

"Oh don't you lecture me about guys! You won't ever find what I find in guys. You know love and respect".

"Respect! Are you kidding me!".

"You are just scared Elizabeth, you're scared of love and thats why you will never have it and that's why no one could ever love you! I left because of you, Thank god your brother died when he had the chance, same goes for your dad I bet he couldn't wait to get rid of you and then he just died because he was tired of waiting!".

"You don't know anything! How dare you come into my home and talk about my family like you know them. I found love I have love you can't have love because you are just a drugged up whore!", I scream and she smacks me.

"I know you're not actually with Adam, I can tell with the way you are around him. You tense up when he touches you in a way that you don't know what it feels like to be touched in a loving way".

"Because you fucked me up mum, I can't ever feel love because of you".

"Don't blame me, it's your fault for being such a failure. The worst daughter I could ever imagine".

"Fuck you, I hope you fucking die!", I scream and she runs into my room.

I sit on the couch looking at my phone and I had to call him.

I needed to hear him to make me feel safe again. I typed his name into contacts and then phoned.

"It's 3am", I hear his groggy voice.

"Adam", I say crying.

"What did she do?".

"I can't-", I stop to breath.

"What the fuck did she do!", he shouts. "I'm coming over".

"No wait don't come here".

"Okay then I'm picking you up, I'm getting in my car now and you're coming to stay with me".

"She said my brother was lucky that he did to get away from me, she said I'll never know what it's like for someone to love me".

"Come out side right I'm round the corner".

"Already?".

"Yeah there's no traffic and I maybe started speeding".

"Adam don't speed for me", I say and I walk out side.

"I'll fucking speed for you if I want to speed for you", I hear a car come round the corner and down the road. Adam gets out and walks around to me holding my face. "She's fucking wrong okay. You don't listen to her, she doesn't know you she will never know you".

"What if she's right though", i Cry.

"What did she say?".

"I can never find love. She said she could tell we weren't a couple because when you touched me I tended up or whatever".

"You tensed up? What like you didn't want me to touch you?", he let's go of my face.

"No! No no not at all. Adam I love when you touch me I didn't even realise I did tense up she said I did it because I don't know what it's like when someone who loves me holds me".

"In the two months I've known you I know all I need to know about you. You're caring, compassionate as shit, you always see the best in people unless they're Mandy and you always try to do the right thing for people. You're only 20 you haven't even been in love, so how the fuck can you know? You don't listen to her! And that the fuck is that did she hit you?", he strokes my face.

"I called her a whore", I say. "Please can we go? I just want to be with you now. It's all I want".

"Okay", we get in his car and he drives us back.

I get inside and feel at ease again, like home. I sit on the sofa and he grabs a blanket wrapping it around me. "Thankyou Adam".

"You don't need to thank me".

"No, I do. You've been nothing but nice from the moment we met and I never thought I'd meet someone like you", I sit him down with me.

"I didn't like leaving you today I knew she would say something I should of just stayed".

"It's not your fault she's a bitch, I'm pretty sure she'll be gone in the morning", I say. He lies back and I lie between his legs.

"I'll come with you Tomorrow".

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The next day I hadn't woken up till 1pm, Adam woke me up slowly. "Are you doing okay?".

"Yeah I'm fine, just hungry".

"You wanna go to a diner before we go back to your place?", he asks rubbing my back and I just nod.

He pulls me up and I stand up. "I just wish she'd never come back", I sigh.

Adam lets me take a shower and I change back into my clothes and then he drives us to the diner.
We sit down and I stare at the menu. "You okay?", he asks.

"The first time my mum left us all was when I was 12. I just had my birthday and my dad bought me this new bike that I had wanted for such a long time but it was so expensive that he had to save for a few years before. It was light blue with a little yellow basket. It was raining that week so the next week I ran down stairs ran out side and I couldn't find my bike. I figured my dad moved it so I asked and he told me that my mum had taken it, She sold the bike and ran off with the money. She left us all for 2 years until she ran out of money". "The last time she left was after my brother died, she emptied his bank and ran off with some man and I guess she's back now for more money".

"I'm sorry", he holds my hand. "You don't deserve that".

"Hi can I take your order?", the waitress comes over.

"Just a coffee for me", I say and Adam orders his food. "I just wish I could get away from her forever, somewhere where she'd never find me".

"Well I blame myself, if you hadn't been caught with me she'd never of known where you were".

"No it's my fault for telling her she could stay with me, I just want to escape to a house with flowers on the wall and balcony's at the back with amazing views.... maybe a dog too". I smile and he laughs.

After we finished up at the diner we drove back to my apartment. I open the door while taking a deep breath and see that it was trashed.

I walk in and hear glass crunch under my shoes, I see my tv was gone and furniture was ripped up. "She's gone", I say. "Shit", I run into my room which was also trashed and open my bottom drawer to see the necklace my dad gave me was still there. "Thankgod", I lift it out.

"Should we call the police?", he asks walking in to my room.

"There's no point", I say with my voice breaking. "I don't care that my tv is gone, I don't care that my things are broke and stolen. I just wanted her gone and she has", I stand up. "I think I'm gonna move out of here, I don't want her showing up later".

"Move In with me". He says shocking me. "Come on you already stay with me all the time and even if you didn't want to sleep in the same bed I have a spare room. It can be your room".

"You really want me to stay with you?".

"Well I don't want you to move away from me", he says making me smile. "So get your shit in a bag and tell the guy who owns this place you're leaving". I run to him and jump in his arms.

"Thankyou", I whisper in his ear.

I get a suitcase and throw my clothes in. I get all the stuff I wanted to keep in boxes, Adam loaded his car up and I didn't look back. I left to start new with Adam.