It's always you- Adam driver

Seventeen

I woke up to no Adam. I sit up seeing a note on the pillow.

'Had to leave early, I'll be back later tonight x'.

Later tonight? What is he even doing lately?

I get up and go down stairs to see Cheryl making breakfast. "Hi honey, you hungry?".

"Uh, yeah thanks", she hands me a plate of food. "Did you uh- did you see Adam leave this morning?".

"Yes he said he had a meeting today. Why is everything okay?", she sits across from me.

"Everything is fine I think".

I eat the food and go back upstairs to get ready.

'Where are you?', I text him. It's not like him to just leave a note like that. I go back down and me and Cheryl go shopping for the day to spend more time together.

"Honey what's on your mind? You're miles away", she says touching my shoulder.

"I'm probably just overthinking it but Adams been so secretive lately, I just can't help but assume the worst".

"Liz that man loves you with his entire being. If something was wrong I'm sure he would tell you", she says softly. "Now, what are you wearing for Christmas?".

"Oh I haven't even thought about that, I'm still planning on what to cook", I rub my temples trying to calm down my brain.

"Why don't we go out for Christmas? It'll save you so much stress and cleaning up", she laughs. "We can book somewhere really fancy, you can pick a nice dress".

"It does sound good, I'll see what Adam says", I say instantly thinking about what he could be doing right now. "He honestly didn't say what he was doing?".

"All he said was that he had to meet with someone", she says. Someone. "Let's get day drunk and get your mind off it".

We go into the wine bar and we drink as much as we could for 3 hours.

"The thing about Adam is", I start and Cheryl immediately starts listening. "He changed my life and if what I think is going on is true I don't think I could ever be the same. For years I've tried to find that thing that makes me want to get up in the morning and be happy for once and I have, I finally found happiness and it's in another person".

"But", she says wanting me to carry on.

"But.... but every time I look at him and think about his career I only feel I'm holding him back, I mean he's a big star and he hasn't had a job in months. He's kinda closing off recently and I only think that's because he blames me for not getting any jobs".

"Come on lets head home", she holds me up. "You know Adam doesn't blame you for anything. You love him and he loves you that's all that matters".

I smile at her and we get an Uber home. "Wine has most definitely kicked in".

"Definitely", she laughs.

"I think I'm gonna take a nap before Adam gets back", you say going up stairs. Of course that wasn't the plan. If Adam was here you'd be fucking but he's not so you're left alone.

I lie on the bed and pull down my pants before starting to touch my self slowly. I start getting wetter and then push a finger whilst hooking eachtime.

Your back arches as the pleasure builds up until you feel another hand. Your eyes shoot open and you see Adam looking at you with serious amounts of lust. "I come back to find my baby touching herself. Now what kind of a boyfriend am I". He starts pushing one finger in Slowly and using his thumb to rub your clit. He lifts up your legs and pushes another finger it and goes quickly making you squirm.