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-Triggering
-Talking about Suicidal Attempt
This is the end of Day 273, and I absolutely loved it. ☺️ Today, I was reminded that I'm doing a lot better than where I used to be.
2018-the beginning of 2019 were the worst years of my life. I settled for the life I lived during that time because I truly thought I was never going to be more than that.
I felt like I was suffocating. Like no matter how hard I tried, I would never be good enough, and I lived like that. 2018-the beginning of 2019, I gave up on myself because I never thought I was going to be more than a college graduate that worked at a restaurant I hated for the rest of my life.
So, to be at this point now, where I absolutely love myself and know that I am worth so much more than I thought I was back then. . .is truly a miracle.
I literally wouldn't be here if it weren't for my family because. . .if my sisters didn't walk in on me that night I almost ended it all, I would not be here, writing this post right now. And while that is something I have to live with for the rest of my life, I will always be grateful that they saved me and that I have such a great support system. That I have people who not only loved me for who I was then, but for the person I have become now. Seriously, thank you guys so much, and I hope you will continue being by my side, as I continue to grow. ☺️💜 I love you guys so much. ☺️💜💜💜 Also. . .I wanted to share my story so that if you have felt this way or are currently feeling this way, you most certainly are not alone. In fact, if you are still here, battling these thoughts constantly, thank you.
Thank you for being here, even when you're struggling. Thank you for fighting for another day, even when it feels hard to breathe. Thank you, for being alive. You are beautiful and I want anyone who is going through this, that you are truly loved and that you are important. ☺️💜 With that, I hope you guys have a great night and sweet dreams. ☺️💜 I love you guys, and hope you love or will come to love yourselves, too. 💜💜💜 #loveyourselfchallenge
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