Guns and Roses

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⚠️⚠️🛑TW-asualt, SUICIDE. ⚠️⚠️🛑

Read at your own risk.

"Come on just do it, i promise I'll Be gentle." Colton said

"No colton, get the fuck off of me. I said attempting to push Colton off but he just wouldn't budge.

I quickly kicked him hard in his nuts making him move just enough so I could get up.

"You fucking cunt!! Why don't you ever give in?! Men have needs too you bitch *slap*." Colton said.

I was in a momment of shock. He really just slapped me.

"I know u didn't just fucking slap me." I said.

I grabbed the thing that was closest to me, which was a vase, and threw it at his head.

"ow what the fuck, you bitch." He said while charging at me

Then I saw a random object flying through the air.

"Get back right now leave her alone." Alexandria  said.

Colton was scared of her, so he listened.

"You okay? I can take him outside if you want." Alexandria said sympathetically.

"No im okay I got it." I said.

I quickly closed my door.

I looked in the mirror to see a huge red bruise forming on my cheek.

I looked at Colton to find his head bleeding.

"Baby I'm so sorry okay? I just snapped and you know I love you." He said

I had a bad taste in my mouth. But what could I do. I couldn't leave him. I didn't have the guts.

I grabbed the med kit from my bathroom and immediately went by his side. I applied pressure to his head. He kept grabbing my sides and saying how sexy I was. He touched my boob a few times. I knew I couldn't escape. I felt hopeless.

"Tell me you love me so I can get the fuck out of here." He said while lighting a cigarette

"Don't smoke in my house, I love you. Now go." I said.

I walked him downstairs and before he left he smacked my ass hard.

I locked the door and started scream crying. I felt like nothing mattered. I got a blade from the bathroom and started slitting my wrist. Blood flowed frequently everywhere. I accepted my fate and my vision went blank. I heard Alexandrias frantic screams and her on the phone with 911. The next thing I remember is being in a hospital and seeing my mom on the phone

"Yeah todd she tried to fucking kill herself. This is such an inconvenience I could be in my meeting right now making a half a million dollars but no she had to pull this attention seeking stunt."

Alexandria was sitting reading her magazine when she looked up at me. She screamed and ran to me. My mom paused and continued her conversation.

"She finally woke up. I'm on my way to the office."

My mom walked out without saying a word to me.

Alexandria stayed by my side during my whole recovery. Colton was there sometimes but showed little remorse.

I had a bad feeling in my stomach. Something was telling me to grab his phone and check it. I was one for respecting privacy and giving freedom but something didn't sit right. I put in his passcode and it didn't work. That asshole changed it. I guessed and guessed until I finally got it right. I looked through his Instagram messages and Snapchat's. He was messaging 5 other girls and sending nudes to them as well as receiving. He had hooked up with 2 of them the day I had tried to kill myself.