Guns and Roses

ch 12

Astrids pov

The car came to a stop. Noen got out of the drivers seat and opened my door. I got out and rushed towards the front door. I ran my way through the house until I got to the elevators. I went up to his floor and headed straight for his bedroom.

I plopped myself onto the bed and cried.

I didn't want any of this. Life was far from normal. I just wanted to go back home and go back to school.

"Come on astrid. I'm so sorry okay." Noen said walking into the room.

I ignored him.

It wasnt his fault. I could see why he was concerned, but it was just all too much for me. It just hit me how serious this was. I could never go back to normal. I could never be normal.

I was overly emotional for no reason at all.

I still ignored him, not wanting to be bothered.

I heard the door click and I let out a shaky breath of relief. I was afraid if he had said one more thing, I would have broke my silence.

I heard the elevator door open and close.

I needed a nap. I closed my eyes and sleep overtook me.

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I woke up to darkness sleep around me

Damn how long did I sleep

My lower stomach region started to ache.

Cramps. Fuck

My periods were short and light, but the pain felt like a heavy eternity.

I looked over to me to see Noen peacefully sleeping. I was still kinda pissed off at gim but I couldn't really stay angry at him. It wasn't his fault. He was trying to protect me and I snapped.

I need to apologize

But not right now.

I groaned in pain. I picked up my phone to see the time. It was 2 Am.

I looked on the group chat

Shit I forgot to reply to tyler and Axel

Tyler:
Hellooo? Is anybody
Gonna help us.

Axel:
Guys don't bail out
On us. We need
Y'all.

Me:
Hey y'all I'm here.
I'm sure the mafia
Is gonna protect y'all
And sort this out.
I'll let Giovanni know
What's going on.

I go onto Instagram for the first time in weeks. That stuff didn't really keep me occupied. There was tons of post of my group saying that we where missing. I had hundreds of messages asking if I was okay. I wasn't gonna reply, I just wanted to wait and see.

The cramps got worse and worse. I kept groaning, trying to be silent so Noen wouldn't realize.

Too late

"Amore what's wrong?" He asked, scooting close to me

"Nothing." I said groaning