Guns and Roses

ch 25

Luca's pov
Finally. After a half a day on this fucking plane, I've landed in Hollywood.

Don't get me wrong, I hated all the fame that came with this fortune, but I had no choice. The law was getting suspicious about my fathers monthly billion allowance to me. Paying them off surprisingly didn't work.

I had to pay my way into fame.

The annoying paparazzi bombarded me with photos and questions about the new ring on my finger.

"Mr gastano! What happened to astrid? Did you dispose of her like u did your last chick? Is that a ring? Oh my goodness are you engadged"

I ignored all of the questions and made my way to the parked car with my driver in it.

"Mr gastano? You have an interview tomorrow at 1:00 in the afternoon. You also have a mafia briefing in 2 hours today. I'll notify you about it in 30 minutes so you can rest and eat. Do you want your personal assistant to come service you."  My assistant said.

"Thankyou for informing me. And no, as a matter of fact, fire all of my personal assistants. And block all of my little flings from coming into my residence." I said.

She looked at me with a confused expression.

"You heard me. I'm an engaged man, cant be getting caught up in that mess."

"ENGAGED?! Luca you must be joking. If your engaged that means that..." she said.

"Yup. I'm engaged to astrid." I said simply.

Her face turned red.

"Isn't she only 19? Luca, your about to be 26. That's weird."

"Didn't ask you for you opinion. I don't pay you to be nosy." I snapped back.

She sunk down into her seat.

The silence made me think

Am I falling for Astrid? I mean, I already liked her, but this feels different...odd

Now, if it was my choice, I wouldn't marry her. I don't want to be tied down. My father forced me out of all people to marry Astrid. He thought she was the best option for the well being of this mafia.

All he craved was power. That's why he murdered my mother.

I winced at the horrible memories. It happened when I was 15.my father thought my mom was holding him back and making him soft, so he sent her on a mission that took her life on purpose.

That bitch said he loved her.

That's another reason I don't wanna get married. I don't wanna get all soft and do what my father did. I don't want to have kids and put them through the pain I went through as a child.

I bareley had a childhood .

Astrid didn't ask for this life. I truly believe that she's a good person, put in the wrong place at the wrong time.

She still intrigued me tho. She made the nightmares go away. Even tho she was bitter to me, I still craved her. I've never craved a woman before, it was always the opposite.

I've never had a wet dream about a girl since I was 16.

My hormones were going crazy for her and only her. I felt like a teenage boy again.

My body was telling me to protect her at all cost.

Our relationship is confusing as hell. One minute she hates me and wants me to go to hell, the next minute her pretty lips are wrapped around my dick.