Guns and Roses

Ch 46

Smut

Lucas fingers made slow, agonizing circles around my clit.

"Why'd u touch yourself?" He asked.

"Because...ahh....I missed your touch." I said, moaning out loud.

"You know I wanted to touch you more than ever." He said, picking up the pace.

My back arched up and i was a mess.

One of his fingers went deep into me slowly. I tried to move to pick up the pace, but he held me down with his large hands. 

"Are you gonna do it again?" He said, going slower.

"No, I promise, Luca please." I said in a faint voice.

"I don't believe you." He said, while removing all touch from me.

"The fuck?" I said in an agitated tone.

He just kicked his fingers, and went under the covers.

"Touch yourself again and it's gonna be 10 times worse. Goodnight."

Fuck that.

I got up, put my robe on, and went into the kitchen to scout for some snacks.

I found some fruit snacks, and downed 2/3 of the box while sitting in the living room with a scowl on my face.

Luca came down the stairs with his hair ruffled, in silk underwear.

He saw me laying down, and grabbed me bridal style.

I didn't have the time to fight back, so I just looked the other way.

He set me down on the counter, and trapped me with his body.

"Are you sorry?"

"Sorry for touching my own body? No." I said bitterly.

His face grew angry and he ripped my loose robe off.

"Your gonna be sorry after I'm done with you." 

He removed his underwear and started to stroke himself. Two of his fingers plunged into my hole, going at a rapid pace.

His other hand turned my face towards his, our eyes staying locked on eachother.

My buildup was coming. He went even faster, then i releases myself all over his long fingers.

He wasted no time in lining himself up with my enterance, and plunging in.

His sweaty hair flopped on his forehead.

Our moans mixed together, turning eachtoher on even more.

His thrust started getting harder and faster, reading my mind.

I moaned out his name, and he grunted mine.

My nails dug into his upper back, and his hands used my waist for balance.

I came twice from his violent attack, while he lasted the whole time, releasing his large load into me.

He carried me to our room, where we got into the shower and washed eachothers bodies off.

"I'm pretty sure your gonna be pregnant in the next few weeks."

Pregnant?

"You might wanna go get me a plan b."

"Why?" He said concerned.

"Are you really sure we can handle me being pregnant right now, all my hormones are gonna be out of wack." I said. 

"I'll still stick around, and help you through these hormones."

"I don't know, I think we should wait til we jump back in the mafia. I want a plan B."

He sighed in anger and got out of the shower,storming into our room and laying down.

I did my self care routine and did the same, facing the opposite direction.

It's my body, and he needs to understand that I'm not having kids when I'm not ready.

Lucas POV
I wanted her to have my kids. I wanted an heir to the mafia.

But she doesn't want them.

It made me upset for the most part, but I can't do anything about it.

If she wasn't happy with kids, I'm willing the make that sacrifice.

I tried to cuddle her, but she didn't sink into my arms like she usually does.

"I'm sorry baby. I just had this idea of kids in this big ass house with the love of my life, but if you don't want kids, its okay."

"Luca, I'm not angry at you. I want kids, but just not right now. You know its a risky time for us to have kids, i want to be in the safest shape possible before kids.

"Its never going to be completely safe. This is why we work hard to protect our kids until they can protect themselves" i said, cupping her cheeks.

A moment of silence erupted between us.

"Can we start working out together tomorrow, i feel let I've let myself go." She said, a look of concern on he face.

"Your perfect." I said without hesitation.

"Ive go a fat stomach." She whined

"I don't care, i like it, but we can workout if you want. I hope you know that includes training."

'For?'

"The mafia. We cant stay non working forever baby."

She signed and sunk back into my arms.

"Goodnight Luca."

"Goodnight baby"

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A/N- just. Short filler chapter for now. Sorry for the inconvenience of reading, but i just wanted to add little details that ar gonna be really significant. The smuts gonna be spicy when they make it onto the island for her birthday.