The Signs
Were There
It was several hours later when my cell phone rang. As I lay on my bed in the shattered pieces, I slowly reached for it. It was Copter.
Two hours too late, Copter.
I didn't answer it. A minute later, my phone beeped with a text.
Sorry I left you there, my love. I'm in the middle of something rather important and I don't want you to be involved. I'll be in touch.
He would "be in touch." It's What actors are told by unimpressed directors after a bad audition. My heart sank. Tee was right. He used me.
P.S. I told my mother your briefs must have fallen out from the laundry basket. Not sure that she bought it.😉
It was a punch to the gut-making light to the worst day of my life. Needless to say, I didn't text back. I hunkered down in the bed from the rest of the day and weekly fought off the wave of self-pity trying to smother me.
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The next morning, I took a long shower and imagine that the hot water held the power to wash away every trace of Copter and the shame I felt having foolish giving him my body and my heart. For a brief moment last night, I thought I finally belonged to someone.
How could I be so stupid?
So trusting?
I wouldn't cry over him anymore, or anyone else. I bit my lower lip hard in an effort to stem the threatening tears. The pain I felt strangely good, I reminder I was still alive. I could move on. I could put this behind me.
I was Bass. I wouldn't be down for long.
When when I stepped out, I seemed to have grown some courage and perspective, so I put my best poker face, take a deep breath, and join the family for breakfast downstairs.
Mr. Kerdthongtavee and Nathalia were the only people around the table and they were uncomfortably solemn. I sat down next to Nathalia and ask her past the eggs.
As she did, she leaned into my ear and whispered. "It's World War three around here, Bas. I don't know what's going on, but whatever it is is big. I recommend you keep your head down."
I scooped some egg onto my plate and try to act normal. I guess she didn't yet know that I was the cause of the tension. Poor, naive Nathalia. I wanted to trade places with her.
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In Love With My Best Friend's Brother Book:1 By SCM75
FanfictionHave you ever fallen in love with someone? But the love is forbidden because is your best friend brother. Bas has big secret. He has secretly loved his best friend Tee older brother Copter. Copter has a crush on Bas but always acts cold tours Ba...