Abuse | Taekook

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Taehyung woke up on the couch, it was close to five in the morning. His bones ached as he got up to get a drink of water, he didn't remember falling asleep but then again he was sleep deprived. 

"What are you doing up at this time, its almost five in the morning!" Jimin exclaimed quietly as he opened the fridge to settle a craving he was currently experiencing. Taehyung watched with narrowed eyes as Jimin ate handfuls of cheese, getting it all over the floor. 

Taehyung has never really been alone with Jimin. The silence made Taehyung's heart race even faster, but still nobody dared to break the silence. You might be wondering, why did Taehyung feel this way if they were friends? The reason to that is they weren't really close due to the first time they met.

Coincidence is, Yoongi turned out to be very close with Jimin, the boy who once dated Jungkook.

Even though Taehyung didn't feel comfortable around Jimin, he still tried to seem like a good friend and hide his uneasiness.

"Do you usually have cravings like this.?" Taehyung asked quietly while dumping spoonfuls of coffee brew into the coffee brew holder.

Jimin nodded while he stuffed his mouth with sweetened strawberries and bananas. "I haven't gotten a craving this strong before." Jimin said as he quietly shut the fridge before tiptoeing back towards the room he shared with Yoongi.

Taehyung sighed with relief, he wasn't going to drink the coffee by the way. Taehyung hates coffee, the taste is so bitter and it makes his teeth feel gross and dirty. He set the freshly brewed cup of coffee in the fridge, feeling to guilty to dump it down the drain.

Taehyung wished he could just be comfortable around Jimin, he really did. He just couldn't get over the fact that jungkook was dumb enough to date him and Jimin at the same time. Another thing that made Taehyung's skin crawl was the fact that Jimin didn't tell anybody about Jungkook abusing him.

Taehyung didn't think Jimin cared about him to be honest, because if he did he would've told Yoongi before Taehyung did.

Taehyung doesn't think he himself was that smart either. He could've called the cops before it got any worse. Yet he didn't, he stayed with Jungkook, but somehow through all of this he deep down still missed Jungkook's old loving self.

Taehyung wouldn't admit it, but he really does think the jungkook he knew is still somewhere underneath all of the negativity. He had hope for a new beginning and for jungkook to become a newer and better person.

Taehyung was still so deeply in love with Jungkook and for what? Taehyung doesn't know how to react when he sees Jungkook. All he can think about is how ingratiatingly beautiful Jungkook is. 

Why was it so hard to get over Jungkook, and why did Taehyung feel guilty for trying to do so. He genuinely thought Jungkook just couldn't control his anger, or had a lot of feelings bottled up which is why he took it out on his lover, Taehyung.