Abuse | Taekook

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Jimin stared at the ceiling, feeling more restless then ever. He felt envy towards people who could fall asleep easily at night. Even after taking his pills, his mind just wouldn't quiet down for him.

Jimin sat up. The cold surface of the floor gave him goosebumps, making him shiver. He looked back at Yoongi, seeing that the older boy was already deep in slumber.

Jimin didn't feel right in his own home anymore, he felt as if he didn't belong. Even sleeping in bed with yoongi just didn't feel right to him anymore.

Yoongi has been distant, or in other words, acting a whole lot different than usual. Jimin knew something was up, yet he couldn't add up the pieces to figure out what the problem was.

Yoongi has been acting differently towards Jimin ever since Taehyung started living with them. Jimin caught onto Yoongi's different attitude once Taehyung left since his affectionate side towards jimin seemed to fade even more.

This upset jimin to the point where even a good night sleep seemed more than impossible.

The younger boy got out of bed and headed towards the kitchen. Jimin flinched, feeling startled seeing Taehyung standing in the corner of the kitchen, staring right back at him.

"What are you doing, its almost five in the morning!" Jimin exclaimed. The thing is, he didn't really care what Taehyung was doing, he just felt the need to break the silence.

"Do you usually have cravings like this?" Taehyung asked, watching jimin eat cheese from the bag. The answer to that was no, he just felt the need to do something so he had an excuse for coming out of his room at five in the morning.

"I never had a craving this strong before." Jimin spoke through a mouthful of strawberries and bananas.

Soon enough, jimin was walking back towards his room as he felt overwhelmed by the awkwardness between Taehyung and him.

Jimin never really liked Taehyung, he just felt the need to talk to the boy to please Yoongi, since the two were close and all. It made him feel quite jealous to be honest, seeing the man he loved so much change himself for somebody else.

Whenever jimin felt jealous, it also made him feel guilt. It was like an on-going cycle of jealousy and guilt over something silly. They were just close friends, it's not like Yoongi is cheating on jimin with Taehyung.

Another reason why Jimin didn't like the younger boy all that much was because Jungkook chose taehyung over him. Now he had to be friends with the person he hated.

Holy hell was Jimin petty. He couldn't believe he has Taehyung thinking the two were close friends. Now the boy he was jealous of was going on a vacation with him and his boyfriend.

Jimin thought back to the Yoongi and Taehyung dating idea. It could be true, yet he was probably just feeling paranoid, right?

There it was, jimin had no clue what went on behind closed doors, so what if? He scoffed at himself. "Maybe I just need sleep, i'm literally going crazy.." Jimin mumbled to himself as he pulled the covers over himself.

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this was an absolute mess. anyway, this was jimins pov from that night (just so you know how strong their friendship actually is)