Imperfection 101

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Sometimes i have my days when i feel beautiful

Walking around the streets of newark confidently strunting like it's no tomorrow

My personality speaks more volumes than anything

Pretty lil lightskin thick from my hips to my lips

Stretch Marks, Battle Scars and all can't do it like this

But I can the devil whispering

"Your fat"

"Your ugly"

'Nobody will ever love you"

"Your disgusting"

I have my times when i just break down and cry

Hear all the whispers of people from the past and present shaming me not letting me accept me for me

I been caution with my weight since i was young 

Had people tell me i was too skinny or too big

There is no such thing of being the perfect to me

Because nobody will truly be satisfied

Honestly had enough of me stress eating

But if i don't stress eat then that leads to me cutting

I can still hear the voices in my head saying

"Do it" "Do it" "Do ITTTTT!!" you will be doing everyone a favor

You be letting yourself and everyone free from captivity

I can hear the devil laughing in the distances taughting me

I never felt fully beautiful just always half-way with it

There were times when i just wanted to end it

Beyonce said some facts in her songs

But the one line in her song that gets to me more than anything is

Pretty Hurtssssss.......



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