when we broke up >> l.h.

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~Snoop’s POV~

A loud ringing wakes me from my wet dream, and I check the time. 4:20 am. Who the fuck is calling m- Oh. Instantly, I recognize the number even though I deleted it a long time ago. I had it memorized from when we were still...dating.

“Hello?” My husky, sleep ridden voice answers.

“AYEEEE, SNOOPY POOPY, BABE. LISTEN.” Luke shouts, slurring his words. “I… I need you. Like, right now! Your morning voice is so sexyyyyy. Hahaha! Oh my God, do you think penguins have feelings?!?! ASHHYYYY! WHAT IF FUCKING PENGUINS HAVE FEELINGS! Oh GOD. OH NO. THE POOR BABY PENGUINS HAPPY FEET IS SO REAL AND-”

“LUKE, YOU’RE DRUNK SHUT THE FUCK UP AND HANG UP!” I hear a distant voice. Probably Ashton’s.

“Fuck off Ashtonnn. I can talk to my ONE TRUE LOVE if I wanna! Heyy, Snoopy, do you love meeeeeee>!>!!?!?!?! Snoop… Why aren’t you answeringggg?!?!? Pleasseeee. Please!” Suddenly, his voice turns desperate and I’m scared. I’m afraid of everything that I did to him and how I hurt him. Luke would have never touched any bottle of alcohol when we were dating...is he drinking because of me?

There’s scrambling over the phone, and I can hear Luke grunting. I hear Ashton yelling at Luke, and then all there is is silence. He hung up.

I can’t go back to sleep after that. When I receive another call, it’s 5 and this time, Luke is alone.

“Babee! I am soooo sorry that Ashhyyy hung up on you! Heh, I ran away from him, but now I’m kinda lost… can you pick me up? Pretty please? Pretty please with a cherry on top? I’ll give you a handjob!”

Just hearing Luke call me babe is enough to stir my pants and bring out the primal side in me, not to mention he just offered to stroke my member. But then I remember everything else. We broke up, and it wouldn’t be right to fuck Luke when he was drunk and then leave him again.

“Babe? Please. It’s scary. I miss you.” Luke’s voice trembles, and I can feel myself pull on my gray snake skin hoodie, HUF socks, and grab my car keys.

“I’m coming, Luke. Just turn on your location and text me it.”

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I arrive, seeing his body curled up into a ball on the sidewalk for the first time in a year. Okay, maybe we hooked up occasionally in the beginning of the break up, but I broke it off after a few times.

As I pull up next to him, he looks up. His smile was not wide enough to have his deep right dimple pop out and his bright blue eyes that I always thought were my life until we broke up did not shine like they usually did. My parents always told me to watch out on the street, but they never warned me about angels with bright blue eyes. His usually quiffed hair was tousled and messy.  and it was never flat unless it was after our steamy shower sex. Just looking at him, I wanted to pull that red plaid shirt off of his broad shoulders. But… there were tears rimming his lower eyelashes.

“Hey Luke, hop in.”  His nose was bright red.

“Snoopy Poopy! You came!” He giggles, wiping the tears away from his eyes. He misses a falling tear, and I get the urge to wipe it for him, but I resist. Brushing his knees off, he gets in the car and I start to drive.

“What happened?” I ask.

“What are you talking about silly? Nothing happened! I just missed you sooo much and I wanted to go have some fun! You should’ve seen me, Snoopy. I was dancing soooo good, but this fan popped out of no where and started to grind on me. AHHHH, she was so scary! I couldn’t stop thinking of how you always grinded on me like that. And then I called you, and Calum made me hang up… stupid Cal Pal! So I ran away from him so I could call you again, but then I got lost. :(” Luke was rambling. I could tell he was nervous.

“Luke…” I take a deep breath, sighing. “I want you to know that I came for you as a friend. Nothing more. Don’t misunderstand.”

“Oh, um, yeah! No problem, I just… thought…” Luke trailed off. “I-I-I-I still love you. And I just thought maybe... you still loved me too.”

“Luke...I care for you, buddy, but we need to move on. We can’t continue being like this anymore…”

He looked crestfallen. “Did you… did you move on?”

“Yes.” The lie trickles out of my mouth like a broken faucet.

“Oh...Uh... I did, too. Um, she’s a girl. She’s c-c-c-cute. I mean, not as cute as you, but she’s cute.” I can tell he’s lying from the way he keeps chewing on his lower lip. He always did that when we were dating and I asked him if he ate the last cookie, that’s when I know he did.

“I’m happy for you, dawg. Maybe I can meet her sometime…” I didn’t actually want to meet his girl. That would break my heart. I would rather die than see him together with someone else.

“Wait, no, you can’t. Uh, she lives in... Alaska… No, what am I saying anymore.  Snoop, I love you. I don’t even leave the house anymore, I’m always too sad and I mope around my room. I’ve only had you. You were my first. You are my only. Why won’t you love me back? I thought we had something special. I thought this was real. Every night, I play over and over the image of when we broke up.” Luke starts to blubber, and I finally cave.

“Fuck it! I don’t care if you’re drunk. You can’t forget what I say here, or else I won’t repeat it. I love you, Luke. I was afraid of your growing fame. I was scared you would forget about me and find someone else more famous than me. I was selfish. I love you so, so much.”

I pull up to my 10 story mansion with golden rimmed windows and an elevator to bring me through the floors.

“Get out, Luke. Welcome to my crib. You gonna be staying here tonight with me. Get comfortable, because you’re riding something else tonight, and it ain’t gonna be my car.”

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