4.7.15 S.E.S
I was so young and dumb; and I thought that I had the world under my thumb. I had so much clutter in my head and I didn't ever mean to lean on you.
I was so in over my head, I didn't even care to know how tall I was really standing.
I had so many bizarre fantasies, that didn't ever make sense; colliding with the reality I soon had to face. childhood has faded away. Farewell to the fairytales i once lived and breathed in. i have closed that book so long ago. When the time on this clock overlaps; leaving behind all that i've ever known, only to become someone I haven't met yet.
I'd let our last chapter die out. In the end, this will all fade away.
Resurrecting the feelings you'd abandoned in the air, to scatter into the wind; onto the destructive path we once walked, the spaces between our met gaze and years passing by. watching your life pass by in glances, falling backwards into a timeless comatose.
I will have forgotten, the sound of your voice; as you've so long ago forgotten mine. I won't even think of you. Why would i waste my time thinking of someone who hasn't cared enough to put the effort to acknowledge me as a person of worth to them?
