It is hard,
To accept that so many dont want help
So many need it tho
I crave to provide,
Be a light,
Be a guided path,
Provide the cure
To the aching wrath,
Yet i get "dont help me"
"I didnt ask you to be here"
"Y the fuck do you care?"
Because i do.
I just do.
Why? I couldnt tell you
Perhaps it runs through my veins,
The love of a family that slowly gains
As members die away,
Too quickly,
Time is unforgiving
Unlovingly she takes me by the hand
Squeezes it too tightly
Let it stand
That here on this day
I vow to care forever
And ever
And ever, again.
I cant stop
And here's why
If i stop,
I will die.
I die a little inside
Each time someone tells me i cant help
Each time im told my assistance
Is unnatural
Unnerving
Unaccepted...
I didnt ask you to
But neither did you
I wish i had an off switch
So my feels wouldnt be so low
This trashed feeling
Has me down below the docks
Staring at the waves
My tears join the flocks of horses
Galloping; the currents
Ebb and sway.
I need a way...
A way to remove this toxic trait.
But i dont want it to go fully,
Please stay!
Just tone down a bit,
Too loud and it...
It...it will cripple you.
It will haunt you till the end of days.
Just tone it down a bit,
Relax and asleep youll stay.
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Tapped Energy
PoetryReaching for new energy... A new wave to match the changing times... New flow to keep up with synesthete vibes... Changes to transform into me... Here's the first try.
