Where y/n was walking around the street crying when she got kidnapped by some guys and taken somewhere. She didn't care where she went she just wanted to leave. She meets the biggest gang leader in New Jersey. Will she fall for him or will he fall f...
I wake up to the sun beaming on my face. I get up and start to head to my shower. I put on Don Toliver after party.
Play song⚠️
I get in the shower and do my routine. I get out and do my natural makeup. I curl my hair and brush it out to make lose curls. I put on my outfit👇🏽
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*you Curled your hair and didn't wear the hoop earnings and you had your iphone 11 white.*
I sit on my bed and decided to take pictures because I was feeling cute today. I took my pictures and decided to post them.
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1,256 likes❤️267 comments💬 Y/n.rose: I thought I was cute today🥺 Comments: @katie.prego: my babe❤️ Liked by y/n.rose @kairi.cosentino: twin☺️ ^@y/n.rose: I thought Alvaro was your twin😕 @celia.braud: well you aren't cute. Your ugly go kill yourself 🙄 ^@y/n.fan: why the fuck would you say that you have no idea what she has been through. ^@y/n.rose: your a real fan💗 @mattia.polibio: mmm👀 @alejandro.rosario: we have the same smile😧 @hater: you should listen to Celia. She has good advice for you☺️ —————————————————————————— I sit on my bed and wonder should I really kill myself. I have attempted suicidal behavior but went to a therapist to help. I use to cut myself. My mom found me in my bathroom floor covered in blood. She took me to the hospital. I walk downstairs to see everyone looking at me. I see Celia smirk at me. I turn my head and enter the kitchen. I try to look for the sharpest knife. I found it and put it in my back but before I could walk downstairs mattia stopped me. Shit.
Mattia: y/n Y/n: yes mattia Mattia: why were you in the kitchen Y/n: I-uhh umm I was looking for my phone but found it yea * nervously smile* Mattia: what are you holding behind your back Y/n: nothing Mattia: let me see
I had to think fast. I slide the knife down my back and covering it up with my shirt. I revel my hands to show mattia
Y/n: see nothing Mattia: ok
Self-harm⚠️*if you don't feel comfortable please skip*
He walks away from me and I run up the stairs to my room. I lock the door and sit on my bedroom floor facing my mirror. I look at myself and start to cry. Why did everything have to happen to me. Lauren betrayed me. Quinton cheated on me. Celia despises me. Katie and the others probably hate me and don't like me. I took the knife and hold my arm out. Every slice is everyone who hates me
Y/n: Lauren *slice* Y/n: Quinton *slice* Y/n: Katie *slice* Y/n: Celia *slice* Y/n: all the boys *slice*
I let the blood drip down my arms hitting the floor. I get up and clean it. I wipe the blood away. I put on a black sweater so the blood doesn't bleed through. I go downstairs and see everyone at the bottom of the stairs.
Y/n: let's go Katie we are going shopping remember Katie: yea I remember * avoids eye contact* Kai: y/n let me see your arms. Y/n: why Kai: let me see them Ale: if you don't we will ask mattia to do it
I start to back up the stairs. They start to come closer to me. I bolt up the stairs but someone grabbed me and it was mattia
Y/n: LET ME GOO Mattia: Kai lift it up
Kairi try's to lift my sleeves up but I kick him. Ale hold my legs. Katie is crying and ros looks scared while Celia just smirks at me.
Y/n: ale please let go of me * start to cry* Ale: I can't do that Mattia: Kai do it Y/n:NOOOOO
Kai lifts my sleeves up revealing my cuts. I look down and cry more. I didn't want them to see my cuts.
Mattia: Kai check up stairs Ale: w-why Y/n: everyone hates me nobody likes me. Lauren hates me. Quinton cheated on me. Katie hates me. Celia hates me. You boys hate me. Katie: I don't hate you what makes you think I hate you Y/n: your probably just my friend to make me feel better Katie: what no I never had a friend they all betrayed me. Celia and Cynthia didn't like me so it was just me and the boys Y/n: sorry Ale: yea and us boys do like you and we want to be best friends
I give them a small smile and see Kai come downstairs with the knife I had. He looked at me worried
Kai: I found this Mattia: I'm taking you upstairs
Mattia brings me upstairs to my room and lock it. I was scared of what he was going to do to me. He comes closer to me and looks down
Mattia: how long have you been doing this for Y/n: after my grandma from my dads side died Mattia: how long ago was this
I look down but he brings my chin to look at him.
Mattia: How long ago was this Y/n: 2 years Mattia: you have been cutting yourself for 2 years *slightly yells* Y/n: no I stopped after I went to the hospital last year
Mattia was walking around and looked at me. He came up to me and bent down to my ear and whispered don't do that again promise. I nod my head. He kiss my forehead and jumped on my bed. I roll my eyes and mattia decided to get smart with me
Mattia: mamas if you roll your eyes again I'm going to make them role back the whole time
I look at him shocked and ran downstairs. I grab Katie's hand and get inside her car and drive to the mall.
