dangerous love || m.p

part 34🖤

~kaitlynn's pov~

i woke up
'wow i didn't know i fell asleep'

i checked the time
6:30 pm
"god i'm hungry" i said to myself

i went downstairs
lucky for me there was nobody but the maids
i opened the fridge to get some ice cream

i wasn't really in the mood for normal dinner
so then we just eat some ben&jerry's

i sat on the couch
watching friends
when i heard something at the stairs

my eyes flew that way
to be met with brown eyes
not they looked different

they were puffy and red
he had been crying
but why
he's the one who faked

i just looked back at the tv
i heard him sigh

not some time later he came over to the couch
he also had ice cream with him
he sat next to me, holding his gaze on the tv

he held his space
but i could feel he wanted to sit closer

the scene of chandler asking monica to marry him came on
i could help but slip a tear
mattia saw

he paused the tv and put our ice cream away
he took me in his arms
'i should let go'

but i couldn't
i began crying again

"i am never gonna find someone like chandler"
"nobody wants me and i'm just here being sad" i softly spoke

"i want you" i heard mattia whisper
i got out of his grip
"what" i asked
"i want you" he said harder this time

"mattia don't talk bullshit" i said
"kaitlynn please listen to me. your the best, your sweet, cute, hot, innocent and just perfect. and i want you to know i never, and i mean never pretended to like you. kat, we observed you for over 2 months, i know it sounds creepy but it totally wasn't, and since the first time i saw you i felt something. since your here i felt better then ever, i've been fucking soft. all for you baby, i'm- um i'm-"
"what tia?" i asked softly thru the tears

"i'm in love with you"

~mattia's pov~

i watched her face impression fall to confused

"that doesn't explain the girls you sneaked in" she said
"i deal with my anger by having sex. i was mad those 3 times so i took it out on those girls. i didn't wanna do it to you because i didn't know if you would be okay with that and because i was kinda harsh and that shit" i explained

i looked over at her
she took my cheeks in her hands
"mattia, let me sleep a night about it and then say what i think because i don't wanna say things i regret later okay" she said
"that's fine" i softly spoke

i thought she was gonna go upstairs but she grabbed her and my ice cream and cuddled up against me
i smiled to myself
enjoying this moment

the tv kept going with episodes but i didn't really watched it anymore
i saw that kaitlynn was asleep

i picked her up in bridal style and took her upstairs
i hesitated for a second before walking in our room

the boys were already in their own room
depressed, i think

i layed kat down in her own bed
i tucked her in
i looked at her
admiring her beautiful face

i gave her forehead a kiss and took off my shirt and stepped into my own bed
it felt weird not having her by my side

i sunk in my thoughts a little more before i slowly dozed off to sleep

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dianne here
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