Ignite the Stars | Reader x Ben Solo / Kylo Ren

Ch. 15 | Never Stop

I would have come for you.
And if I couldn't walk I'd crawl to you
And no matter how broken we were
We'd fight our way out together 
Knives drawn, pistols blazing
Because that's what we do
We never stop fighting

- Leigh Bardugo

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There really is no plan and for the life of you, you can't think of one. All you can think about is Ben all alone, scared, and in pain. What you felt when he opened the bond, the sound of his voice, the excruciating amount of pain you felt through him, it's replaying over and over in your head, making it impossible to focus on anything else.

"(Y/N)!" Poe yelled, pulling you out of your torturous thoughts. Your eyes snap to his, then Chewie's, then Han's. The four of you are sitting in the cockpit of the Falcon, hovering over Ahch-To, trying to decide what the next move should be. Regardless of whether or not you have a plan, you're going to the Supremacy. The thing you guys can't agree on is whether or not you go alone. Of course they don't want you to go without them. Especially since it's definitely a trap which is exactly why you don't want them to go.

Snoke could easily kill Han and Chewie just to hurt you and further dig the knife into Ben. Poe will be tortured for information on the Resistance once they figure out exactly who he is. You're the only one relatively safe since Snoke wants you alive. Aside from Leia and Ben, the closest thing you've ever had to a 'family' is sitting next to you and staring back at you expectantly.

"Sorry. . I. . I don't know what to do honestly. I'd feel better if you just threw me in a pod and sent me to the Supremacy. Snoke isn't going to kill me or Ben, we're too powerful and he wants to use us. You guys are valuable too but for different reasons. The Resistance's top pilot who's already widely known and wanted. Han Solo, famous smuggler, husband to the General of the Resistance, and father to Kylo Ren. Chewie, you're basically Ben's uncle so all those things apply to you too. You guys coming with me is basically a suicide mission. After you're tortured for information on the Resistance they'll kill you."

"What do you expect to accomplish by barging in there alone? You can't take on the entire First Order, even if Ben is in fighting condition. No offense but if he can't take on Snoke what makes you think you can? What do you plan to do once you get there?"

Anxiously, you run your hands over your face as if it will wipe away the exhaustion and stress of the day. "Poe I don't know," you pause and sigh. I know running head first into this without a plan is the stupidest thing to do. It's just. . the Force has gone through so much trouble to get Ben and I together. Why would it separate us now that we finally are? It doesn't make sense."

Poe crosses his arms and sits back in the engineer's seat behind Chewie, racking his brain for some sort of plan on how to get everyone out of this situation alive.

"There's no way I can talk you guys out of coming with me?" You ask once more, hoping that they've changed their mind for some reason.

"No," Poe and Han say in unison while Chewie shakes his head and growls quietly. You groan and press your head against the back of the pilot's seat in front of you.

"Alright so this is the only thing I can come up with and it's a shitty plan. Like really shitty, but we're short on time and no one else is coming up with anything so."

"What's the plan?" Poe asks, perking up suddenly.

"Basically, we take the Falcon straight to the Supremacy and blow it up. You guys hide until they take me to Snoke and Ben. When the coast is clear you guys plant bombs and make sure you're ready to leave the minute I come back with Ben. You can set off random explosions in different parts of the ship as distractions. You just need to make sure whatever explosives you use aren't enough to actually blow the ship up or we're screwed."