Chapter 20: Confused

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Hudson's p. O. V:

What a beautiful morning to stay in bed and cuddle with your girlfriend but obviously am single so I will just stand up and probably go for my coffee but that's another problem, I really don't want to see her, I need to keep avoiding her like have been doing.

It's been four days now since we last saw at the park, she even tried calling a couple of times but I didn't pick... I just have to avoid her, that's the only way I know to get over her.

She probably hates me now, am pretty sure she doesn't want to see me again and I really need my coffee, If I go now everything will look strange and I don't want any awkward moment.

On a lighter note, I might not meet her... Today can probably be her off day, maybe her friend or someone else might be on duty.

With that been said, I dressed up and hit the road. The weather was cool and it was the perfect atmosphere for strolling, so I took my time while walking to the cafe.

On getting there I was freaking surprised to see her but mostly nervous and as soon as see saw me her face lite up with a very beautiful smile as I approached the counter.

Hey I said nervously, hi Hudson she said with a grin while she handed me my usual. That's really strange, she seems happy and I was thinking she will be really furious.

Am really sorry I couldn't pick or return your calls lately, I have been really busy I said to her feeling bad.

Oh no it's ok, I understand she said happily with a smile. So can we have dinner later tonight she asked hopefully... But stupid me once again decided to follow my head instead of my heart, so I said no. I am really busy today, am sorry maybe next time.

Oh it's OK maybe tomorrow or any other time you are free she said. Yeah I will call you I said while stalking out.

When I got home I decided I need to call Ashly, I need to talk to someone about all this confusion. I seriously can't take it anymore, am losing my mind.

Should I go for her, should I not go for her? She's lovely and perfect but am scared this might just be pretence.

But why in God's name would she be pretending? I don't think she knows am rich or anything ,or could she have read about me in the papers or something. I really wish I can read her mind...I should just call Ashly, ringing

Ashly: Hey boo

Me: Babe, how you doing?

Ashly: Can't complain, you?

Me: Am not fine, my head is all messed up right now, you remember Amber right?  She seems nice and all but am really scared and confused.

Ashly: Yea I know where you coming from but I want you to know all girls are not the same. She can be different and you can't just write her off because of your experiences with other girls  you need to give her a chance.

Me: I know but am just scared,my heart says I should go for her but my head says otherwise. And am really trying to give her a chance but I fear for my self cause if anything goes wrong again I won't be able to get over it, I have really had enough.

Ashly: I know Hudson, I know but you won't know if she's for real if you don't give her a chance.

Me: Alright babe thanks a lot, I really feel better. Love you

A/N:

Okay so what advice do you guys have for Hudson.

Lemme know in the comment section. Much love, kisses 😘

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