When all you've ever known is
Being despondent...
That your Neuro highway is
The ineptitude curse, feeding one's self intransigence.
Always being impetuous
Rejecting yourself beforehand
So when you are , it's less painful
Counterintuitive.
A parochial way of thinking
I know...
There is always more to reality then one can imagine.
Yet he scoffs at his own putrid existence