There are so many truelly beautiful things
One can only see if only he/she opens their eyes.
And I am not talking about your physical eyes but ... but those of your heart...
Are you the reason I feel this way ?
All the emptiness , hollow and the feeling of inadequacy?
I feel as though you hate me ...
Am I not visible to you?
Can you look into my eyes and tell me how you truelly feel ?
Does it hurt you knowing I exist?
'Eyes are windows to the soul'.
Mine is broken glass
Yellow taped
' No trespass'
Some times words come out empty
Like there is no emotion to pull from...
Maybe when you look at me ,
You see what I see ...
That I'm less than a person
The reason why I'm so use to rejection .
That I am so crapy even ...even a dung beetle would reject me ... so awful that
Flies wouldn't even fly by me like I'm a no fly Zone!!!
' I'm not what you hoped for, and if you held on a little bit longer , you would have no reason to be proud ' .
Like there is so much sadness in me , You would drown .
I am the less you shouldn't settle for...
Even if I turn my insides out
Blood gushing , give you my heart
Show you what I would do for you
Go all out for you
As far as burning diamonds for you
Cut it the way you'd like
Turn logic into mist for you
' they say that love is blind '
Are we walking in darkness cause we give each other our all ...
Blind fold and bangi ,sky dive all into this ...
All logic aside
Make realistic's look stupid
Cause you love that one person
You'd do anything for .
Travel great distances
Just to catch a glims
To know that they're okay ...
So scared of being without that person feels like you'd die ...
And they won't even know it.
But they don't see the light in your eyes do they Jeff ?
You maybe multi talented , do as you say , walk the walk , passion and all ...
But to them you're nothing!
Worthless !
So I'll just
walk out that door and never comeback
You'll live the rest of your life
And I'll just be a bad memory.
Jeff
A spect of dirt has more value than you!
You're better off non existent...
But even death doesn't wanna touch you
You're that worthless !
The pain you feel inside
Is like plugging the wings off an insect !
Nothing the world throws at you compares to what you do to yourself ....
It's all there in your eyes Jeff... you're worthless!
A product of when life gives up.
