... Sometimes...
..... Sometimes I wish I wasn't ugly...
....maybe I wouldn't hurt as bad...
And then maybe I could see the rainbow too... Or maybe the butterflies and lilies too...
... And then maybe you would see me too...
...... Shouldn't I fall so hard so fast...!?...
Maybe I'll hurt less...
...... I'm sorry that I look like you wish you were blind...
.... A mistake you wish... Never happened....
The pain of trauma one wishes to forget...
... I know... I'm a worthless reminder of what use to be alive.....
Im sorry...
I'm sorry....
..... I'm sorry I exist
