Sonadow One-shot

The Off-Color disease

Requested by: nobody again 😢

💧Warning this shot contains angst and sad moments 💧

Did you heard about a off color disease, well it kinda the same of this flower disease but instead of glooming flowers it the colors who disappeared, This disease make the person lose their colors slowly but the people who matter for them won't see it because his heart still connected to them but this person won't see the one he use have a crush more their heartbreaker which mean that this person won't see, nor hear, nor feel them close as they keep losing their color until they completely off color as for the heartbreaker well he notice this person losing colors, and feel a sharper pain in their heart every time they saw them, he will pass a many phases but the last is really a scary one, this person will one last day happy with all people matter for him until the death take them by using their biggest fear.

Sonic has a huge crush on Shadow, like really big crush he doesn't do like this other psycho crush like taking pictures of them or other he prefer to keep to himself on his secret diary, where he write all his feeling and draw his dear crush hoping one day they could live together.

One day Sonic was ready to confess to Shadow even if he know that he hate him but he was determined and didn't want any negative thoughts to disturb him, He find Shadow alone in a middle of a glade close to a lake, Sonic walk toward him nervous, Shadow sense a presence and turn and see him coming and got really piss just by seeing him.

Sonic feel bad but he keep going until he get close to him, then he start a little conversation but Shadow didn't answer, Sonic decide to go straight and tell him his feeling that he have toward him, Shadow look at him listening and got really mad so once Sonic finish his confession, he laughs but in really evil way that Sonic feel scared a little than Shadow tell him how much he hate him and how much he wish to never see him in his live he even say that his death will be his best day of life

Sonic was devastated and he got roughy heart broken but what they both didn't know that Sonic is one of the rare people on the world who have the off-Color disease, and Shadow didn't care at all but he suddenly feel a strong pain in his heart like someone stab him.

Sonic run back to his house with a hear completely shattered into thousand of pieces and Shadow stay where he is still have this awful pain in his heart like it got a rift or a crack , did he really mean that ? Did he really want that ? Or was have afraid of this love? Why did he say such a awful to him? Did he hurt him so badly ? Will he forgive him? Or hate him to the death?

Sonic didn't left his home for few days, and Sonic notice that his arms lose their color it that doesn't matter for him as much he try to restore his heart but couldn't, the pieces were to Brocken, to impossible to restored, Shadow has really went to far with his words that the poor lovely blue will soon turn sad grey.

Sonic lose his color slowly and Shadow notice that he feel really bad for what he did and wanted to apologize but every time he try to talk to him he feel this pain again, Sonic with this disease he can't see him, nor feel him, even if Shadow touch will be so cold that he can't handle it, Everyone could see Sonic colors and his old cocky personality but once Shadow arrive and try to talk to him he don't see him because of it and Shadow heart keep breaking slowly.

Shadow got tired to try to talk to him and feel this pain every time he close, or see, or think about him and wanted to give up but he notice something on Sonic that Shock him, ignoring the pain he came close to him and saw his eyes completely dead, his beautiful shiny emerald green eyes completely icy green and dead Sonic was now like a living dead walking, he know something wrong him and even Sonic friend notice his behavior with Shadow but they know he deserves such behavior and thought that is completely normal but not for Shadow he have a bad feeling about it.

More days past and Sonic was now on his terminal phase of this disease, he'll make his friend having the best time of their live before his end, so he invited everyone except Shadow for a barbecue to a beautiful place, they all received the invitation and were glad to come and Shadow feel bad and hurt that Sonic didn't invite and treat him like his invisible, not real like he's a ghost, but he deserves it and he know that.

Shadow wanted to see him again, so he go to his to house to talk to him before anything happened but no one was here, he enter and to his house and look around the house a little until he find Sonic room, it took him few minutes thinking if it a good ideas but Sonic didn't give him any chance to talk so open the door call him but all what he found is his laptop open and on and his diary.

He enter the room and sit on the bed notice a picture of him and Sonic together with a little message write on it " One Day ❤️" he feel this pain again but he ignored it, he take the diary and read all his adventure until he find pages talking about how much he love him and how much he want to be with him, live with him and want to make his live better he want to see his smile, he even write some poems for him and draw him in each page since they meet until now, Shadow slowly feel bad for what he tell him no he really regret it since he was afraid of this feeling, his heart wasn't helping since this feel of guilt stab him even more

Once he read and turn the page where he write that day that break his heart, a lot of awful words and drawing full of broken hearts and soulless picture of Sonic and a some draw of Shadow scratch and write all the afoul thing that Shadow tell him that day, the page were all off color all in black and out of live, that freak him a lot knowing that he's the reason of all this, he didn't just hurt him nor reject him nor just broke him but he do worst he destroys him in thousand of pieces, his word were to painful that his poor heart could handle it and destroyed

Shadow with the guilt eating him look at his laptop and find a page open about this disease and read it, Sonic have all the symptoms of the disease and pass all the phase except the last one, once he read it he knew the reason about this barbecue party, he was in his last phase after that he gonna go to where Shadow break his heart and will die with his biggest fear

In that moment Shadow remember the place it's was a little glade with a little lake and know that Sonic hate water, the fear of losing him froze his bones so he take the Chaos emerald and was about to go when he heard his friend Tails enter he knew that Sonic was already there and probably dead but he refuse to believe on that so with the power of the Chaos Emerald he teleport to little glade

Once arrive there his eyes widened and tears fall when he see him floating on the water his head under water, Shadow jump swim and catch taking him out of the water to the safe ground far from the lake, he wasn't moving no breathing, Shadow panic and did everything to save but nothing happen he keep looking at him with tears rolling down on his cheeks regretting everything he say, the full moon light up the place and in that moment he finally saw his beautiful true colors he never see him so beautiful in his live like this night, which mean that Shadow finally accepted this feeling of love but he was too late.

He grab his cold dead body and pull it closer to him still crying, losing his dear friend Maria was awful for him that he didn't want to love again and specially that it was because of him and that she sacrificed herself for him so he can be happy and safe, and now he did it Sonic die because of him Shadow destroy him without losing his breath, he keep apologizing for everything and wish that he never say it he wanted to live with him, wanted to love love, to feel him close to him, to hear his melodic voice , laugh who once where annoying for him was now the only thing he wanted to hear but none of this matter now because it was too late

Shadow still crying kiss him on his lips as his first and his last kiss

Since that Shadow close his broken heart to never remplacer his late lover and live alone with guilt and regret.