Coming Clean

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Luke's POV

'Okay.' He said as he took a deep breath and started.

I sat back and waited patiently as he started to talk.

'So it all started when I was in seventh grade. My dad was really sick and we all knew he was going to die but of course I didn't want to believe I mean who wants to belive their parents are going to ever die. The whole thought ruins your perception of them but nonetheless it was inevitable.' He stopped and I put my hand on his hand for comfort.

'Well over the summer he passed and it was the toughest time in my life. I didn't do anything, I stood in my room, talked to no one and ate barely anything but luckily I had my bestfriend there with me, Liam and he did help me through a lot.' He breathed out taking a break.

'You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.' I said seeing that he was really upset, tears coming out of him uncontrollably.

'No it's okay I need to talk about it. So we grew closer and closer together after all that and at that time I was confused and didn't really know what my sexuality was but I did know that I liked boys so I told Liam since he was my bestfriend and all so when I told him he was more then supportive which was a relief.'

'So one day he asked me if I ever did anything with a guy before and so I said no since well I haven't I was a virgin. He asked me if I wanted to and one thing led to another and I gave him a blowjob.' I scooted closer to him wrapping my arm around his waist holding tightly.

'The next year was filled with me pleasing him but he would never touch me and one day I asked him and he just told me next time he will so the next day in school everyone was staring at me and giving me these weird looks and I had no idea why.' He covered his face now with his hands out of embarrassment.

'Go on, let it all out tell me everything.' I said taking his hands away from his face.

'I asked one of my friends what happened and they said that Liam told everyone that I practically begged to suck his dick and threw myself onto him and that I would give any guy a blowjob for free as long as they asked. Countless guys came up to me asking me, I was constantly bullied and called every name in the book and all I wanted to do was die.' He clutched onto me hugging me tightly, crying into my shoulder.

'Lukey you don't understand I wish I was dead every day of my life, everyone made me feel like I was some cheap whore who didn't deserve anyone. I started to cut then hoping one day I'd cut so deep everything would just be over.' He said through tear stained lips.

I hugged him tight, comforting him, showing him that he does matter.

'I'm so sorry Cal no one should ever go through something like that.' I said as I cried myself.

He soaked up my shirt but I don't care.

'That's why when Zayn did that to you I just didn't want the same thing to happen to you, I couldn't let something so ugly happen to someone so beautiful.' He said looking at me wiping his eyes.

He took his thumbs and wiped my eyes, clearing my vision so I could see him better.

'You know I cam home to tell you how completely stupid I was for leaving you yesterday after wr kissed.' He said.

We were know sitting where I was sort of in his lap, straddling him as held me.

'I just didn't understand why you left after.' I said looking down.

'I just didn't want to face the fact that I really enjoyed the kiss that I really like you and that I couldn't stop thinking about you lips.' He said smugly.

I looked up at him and smiled.

'Well my lips are pretty great u could see why you can't stop thinking about them.' I said cheekily as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

'That they are.' He said leaning into me.

We connected our lips and this time it felt right. We fit so perfectly.

We moved in a rhythm that was steady, lips and tongues battling.

'God you're a great kisser.' I said when we pulled off.

'Tell me about it.' He said looking at me hungrily attaching our lips once again.

This time I took his bottom lip between my teeth and pulled earning a loud moan from Calum.

I smirked lying back on his bed with him between my legs.

'Fuck you're so hot.' He said attacking my neck biting it lightly.

'Shit Calum.' I moaned out tilting my head back.

He leaned down and rubbed our crotches together.

'Guys we're home.' Joy yelled from downstairs.

'Fuck.' He said jumping off me.

'Shit we can't let our parents find out.' I said scrambling to fix myself.

We fixed eveything and went downstairs.

'Hey boys eveything good.' Andrew came in asking.

'Yeah we're good.' We said at the same time.

'Good well diner will be ready soon so go wash up.' Joy said and we hurried upstairs still with a hard on.

- OMG

That was a rollercoaster of emotions lol

Well know you know what's with Calum

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