28.06.20
17 years old and this is where I am
Sitting on my bed
Shaking from the rage
Crying from the hatred
I'm so mad
I'm going crazy
Out of my mind
I want to die
The hate u gave me really fucked me up
It doesn't matter
Those brats will just take my place
I'm tired of all this
I can't keep living
I'm not suicidal
I've stopped caring
Swallow some glass
Some acetone should do it
Slicing my wrists just to make sure
Fall off a roof
Hang my neck in a noose
Does it even matter?
I'm done trying to deal
I'm done with caring
I'm tired of my brain going crazy
I'm not okay anymore
I'm going completely INSANE
God I feel like I'm 13
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