27.07.20
I really want to write
I need to pour out my feelings
But I feel so fucking numb
I'm trying to think
There's too much going on
I'm so so exhausted
I just don't know what to do
It feels like I'm caught in the crossfire
Of a middle of a messy divorce
No matter what you say
It's all my fucking fault
If I just kept it all to myself
If I just didn't tell them
Maybe things wouldn't be so broken
Maybe we could mend it
I feel so fucking guilty
Now I know
Just repress all these horrible emotions
Everything hurts
I'm too mentally exhausted
I just can't comprehend
How it got this terrible
You know
It's times like this
Where being dead
Feels like the best option
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