18.07.20
I find it sad
That on days like this
With the sun shining and warm
The sky is clear and blue
I think back to when I was a child
The few happy moments I have
My parents aren't there
My aunt and uncle take their place
They where the ones who made me laugh
They spent all their free time with us
They made me feel at ease
Because home life gave me too much anxiety
Now things have changed
Things are better
I don't see them anymore
But it doesn't really matter
Is it bad that I hate them
After all they did for us
But they're not fixing things
And I feel caught in the middle
Now my parents are here
And I feel good
I still think back to those days
That moment seems so perfect
The sad thing is
My parents weren't in it
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