02.06.20
I don't want to rush
I should take my time
Caught in this crossfire
Between responsibility and desire
The cons are weighing up
But I need someone there
What if I end up hurt again
What if things go wrong
A life changing decision
It's all up to me
Watching movies to help me think
Still can't decide
With all my emotional luggage and trauma
Mental health problems to boot
There'd be no way in hell
Someone would love me
The lists
The pros
The cons
The stress and anxiety
No or yes
Am I ready?
Should I tell them?
I'm torn between my responsibility
And falling in love
What if it all becomes too much
What if I'm not as ready as I think I am
One thing is very clear
I can't make a decision
Even if it's the most important one of my life
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