Resolve

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The summer holidays were over meaning the Joe had returned back to his job as an art lecturer. I now had a lot of time on my hands and I really did have an exhibition to prepare for. The gallery over on Heron’s Way would be showing a collection of my latest works, which I was ironically naming ‘Truth and Deception.’

 I had had such a lovely week end with Joe, and it had filled me with a new resolve. Joe and I had 9 solid years together, 8 of which were great. I couldn’t seriously jeopardise those 9 years for 1 year of, whatever the last year had been. I had a great life and a great partner. I loved my work and I was incredibly lucky to be successful in doing something that I truly loved. I had decided to end things with Adam, absolutely decided. And this was easily done as long as I didn’t see him. I would concentrate on my work, just throw myself into it. They say that time heals all wounds, and I’d really only wounded myself.  This was my mantra, and I was committed. I pushed to the back of my mind the circumstances under which I had met Adam and what his presence meant to me, what I meant to him…. That was a can of worms I was not prepared to open just yet.

 But I felt good, and today I would paint. Today I would sculpt. And today, I would speak to my mother.

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