Letters to Arabella

6th Letter

I lied.

I'm not done writing. Even though you're not here, I still have to get this off my chest.

Arabella Maria Moretti, I hate you.
I hate you and those big brown eyes.

Here's a list of reasons why I hate you:

1. you stole my heart

2. you were so careful with it—careful with me

3. you were so patient, so kind, so forgiving of me

4. you showed me what it's like to love and feel

5. you hugged me, comforted me, and were always there for me no matter how many times I had hurt you

6. your ability to make me smile whenever I heard that cute giggle of yours

7. you trusted me with the secrets of your insecurities—especially those adorably chubby cheeks I seemed to always rub tears off of

8. you changed me

9. you for made me fall in love with you and you were so good at it that I just can't seem to fall out

10. you left me and I really fucking hate you for that

I mean how could you do all of that to me? You were the only person that could break me. Then again... you broke me like I broke you so I guess that's fair.

I hate that I love you Arabella.

I hate it so much.

I love you Ara,

- Harry x