LOST IN YOUR SMILE • [twosetviolin au] DISCONTINUED

°Chapter 18 | pity party°

○Ellie○

All of us went to the second floor, Lou had the idea to book a private karaoke room for the five of us. I didn't showed any sign of interest on singing anything because I get too shy and scared.

"Don't be shy, come here sit with us." Eddy offers, as I sat he seemed interested on sitting beside me but I shoved the thought away and let my self sit on the between Joe and Louella while Eddy and Brett sat across each other.

(The shape of the chair is 'C')

"Happy Birthday, to you, Happy Birthday to you... Happy Birthday dear Joenezaaa.. Happy Birthday to youu..."

We sang as Lou arrives with a birthday cake on her hands, "Make a wish!" She says while she slowly placed the cake on the table.

<an hour later later>

"two less lonely people in the woaoaarld to...nIGHT!" Joeneza finished singing while she was clearly drunk at the moment and up next was Eddy's time to sing, he glanced at me for second. He chose to sing 'Make It Right' by BTS featuring LAUV, he grabbed the microphone and started singing.

(Sing Along with Eddy:) )

His voice was all lovely and nice. I really like the song but hearing these lyrics come out from his mouth;

You were there for
me through all the times I cried
I was there for
you but then I lost my mind
I know that I messed
up but I promise I
Oh oh, I can make it right

-my heart started beating fast, thinking that he might be talking to me, he glanced at me again as he sang the verse;

You're the only one who understood me
And all that I was going through
Yeah I just gotta tell you
Oh baby I

I could make it better

'Does he want to get back with me? This is only a song but I have this feeling that maybe he wants me back.'

I zoned out for a bit as he finished singing the entire song, I didn't realize that I already drank five shots of vodka, my head was dizzy and I couldn't think properly. Brett and Louella refused to sing a song so Joe forced me choose one so I did, being drunk makes you do the things you really don't want to.

I chose to sing 'I'm So Tired' by LAUV.

Lyrics:

I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa

Party
Trying my best to meet somebody
But everybody around me's fallin' in love to our song
I, I, oh I, yeah
Hate it
Taking the shot 'cause I can't take it
But I don't think they make anything that strong
So I hold on
I, I, oh I, yeah

I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa

Strangers
Killing my lonely nights with strangers
And when they leave, I go back to our song, I hold on
I, I, oh I
Hurts like heaven, lost in the sound
Buzzcut season like you're still around
Can't unmiss you and I need you now
Yeah, I, I, oh I, yeah

I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa

I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs (someone take me home)
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home ('cause I can't be alone)
Wanna go home, whoa
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs (I'm so tired)
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, whoa

○Brett○

I haven't noticed how many shots of alcohol Ellie drank, I'm starting to get worried about her mental state. When she finished singing, we all clapped but she started to say gibberish words while still holding the microphone. "EDwarD CHEN. I have been anxious to meet you. How DARE you?! Show up without my permission?? I really hATE you. Did you know hw much I cried? Did you know how much I loved you? NO. I don't love you anymore, nobody loves me-",she has gone literally drunk and she started to collapse.

I immediately ran to her but Eddy caught her first. "Ellie? ELLIE?!"He says as he pats her cheek.

"You should've chose another place Joe." Louella, Ellie's friend spoke as she helps Eddy and I guide Ellie lay on the couch, "And look, my fear came true. How are we going to drive her home? Joe doesn't have her car with her."

"I'll drive her home." Eddy replied quickly. 

I stood up and said, "I'll come with you, I know her addres. You guys should also go home, its getting late."