Chapter 4

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I updated a little later than expected sorry :/ but there will be a new chapter in tomorrow because this one is really short. i had writers block.

-Kathy.

“No one loves you. You’re a stupid little orphan and the only reason Helen and Gorge took you in is because they felt bad.” Amy sneered at me. “Why do you hate me so much? What have I ever done to you huh?” I questioned, tears streamed down my face. I need to stop crying I don’t like seeming vulnerable. “You’re an orphan that’s why. People like you are a disgrace. All you get is pity. Don’t you see? None of your friends really like you, Especially Finn. He hates you.” She scoffed. “No shut up! You’re an ungrateful person who only cares about herself, you are a miserable person and the sooner you realize this, the sooner you can have a life instead of making mine terrible!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. She is lying to me. I know it, but something in the back of my head keeps telling me otherwise.” You’re pathetic. You know that?”

     She smiled at me. An amused smile and that’s when the door opened and everyone came in. Helen, Jorge, Lauren, Eddie, Courtney, Susan, Jordan and Finn walked in. Finn went to where Amy was and laced his fingers with hers. “It’s true Jane. No one likes you. What a shame right?” Finn looked at Amy and pressed his lips against hers. That’s when everyone started laughing.

     I woke up in a cold sweat. The blanket was askew.  I looked over to see the time. 4:50, almost time to get ready anyways. I turned on the TV to get my mind off of things. There was nothing on to I turned it off. I grabbed my earphones and plugged them into my phone to listen to music. All the songs didn’t fit the mood so I turned the music off in frustration and got my laptop. I’m going to watch people eat shit on YouTube. 

I kept getting distracted by my thoughts so I decided to leave myself to my thoughts. Why did this dream get to me? Why did it bother me so much that Finn was with her? And why was every one against me? Did Gorge and Helen really adopt me out of pity? No! I will not let this consume my life. I will not!

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   “I’ll take it that you slept magnificently last night.” George said sarcastically with a smirk. “Well what makes you think that? My night was terrible!” I mocked grief. George and I show affection that way.  “Well I’d advise you to get on with school, it’s getting late.” He said not looking up from his paper. 

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