Staring (Nj Boys)

I hate that I love you

You finally arrived at Roberts and ran to his room. You ran to him hugging him. "I'm sorry.." he said and kissed your cheek letting go of the hug. You sat on the bed and he pulled out tubs of ice cream "taa da!" He said and smiled you giggled at his goofiness.
10 minutes later
"I fucking h-hate that I can't get him out of my head. I hate that I love him..." you said crying taking another bite "Kairi?" He asked "no.. Mattia." You said he looked at you shook "girl tell me the tea!" He clapped "okay so I called Mattia after Kairi asked me out cause I was going to tell him how I felt because I then knew I- I loved him. But he interrupted me, so I didn't get to tell him. I was beginning to be happy with Kairi we would call EVERY night and when I say every I mean every and I went to my house. I greeted everyone Kio and Anthony went to my room cause they were staying in there and I called Mattia to tell him I was back. But he didn't answer- omg... the fucking voice message..." you said you had forgotten about it... he's going to feel so bad. You smiled at the thought of that "revenge" you thought. "What did the voice message say?" Robert asked eating some more Icecream. "I told him how much I missed him and I actually cried in the voice memo because I missed him so much and I told him I was sorry for not talking to him." You said "so back to the story. i left him the voice message and drove to Kias house and I walked in everyone hugged me even- even ale did....... ale, Mattia, and Alvaro were going back to play fifa when I ran upstairs I started to hear weird kissing noises. I knew EXACTLY what was going on but I had to see for myself. And ale blocked the door telling me to not go in there of course I did anyway. I saw him making out with some slut. I wasn't even that mad at him cheating it was the fact that ale, Alvaro, and ma- m- Mattia" you started sobbing trying to say his name "they all fucking lied to me and weren't honest with me i told them that I expected it from them but not m- Mattia... i just expected that he would tell me the truth...I then told me that I was a dumbass for loving him... he fucking Heard me. He was like you loved me🥺" you said rolling your eyes "and I was like yeah I fucking loved you!! I ran downstairs and said bye to maiya and mum and then yelled that me and Kairi were over. Then I ran to my car started screaming and crying then called you..so yeah that's the story." You said about to cry again. "Hey.. hey" Robert said hugging you. You started crying "why do I love guys that break me..." you cried.
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3 months later.
You woke up to your alarm "ughhh..." you dragged your self off the couch you woke up Anthony and Kio "it's school time!!" You yelled at them (they were in the same grade as you.freshman Kio had all your classes with you except 6th. Anthony only had 3 with you 1st, lunch, and 6th.)  you went to the bathroom to change into this