Staring (Nj Boys)

We cant talk...

⚠️TW⚠️ (contains mention of self harm)
You sat in first period and looked at ale. He had looked like he was crying. "Ale... Are. You okay?" You asked looking at him "I'm fin-fine I just really missed you..." you said looking you in the eyes. "I... it's okay... thank you for apologizing.. i do, accept your apology..." you said but in your heart you knew you really couldn't forget what had happened you had lost all trust for Alejandro.... "oh thank god!" He said hugging you like there was no tomorrow... you hugged back tightly. You felt like all your stress just disappeared. "I love you so much ale..." you said letting go "i love you too.." he said looking at you. You guys went back to being friends, because you realized he wasn't the one that broke your trust. He had already done that by cheating on you a while ago. Mattia broke your trust, you loved him, you trusted him, he made you happy now all you see when you look at him is a broken toy...

You and ale had been talking all day when it was lunch time you sat with Annie (LeBlanc) (she moved here from California) Kio, Anthony, Bryce, charli, ale, Robert, Alvaro, and Katie (she moved here from New York). You sat down picking at your salad when you felt 2 hands on your thighs you looked at your left thigh and saw Kio's hand you blushed then you looked at your right leg and saw Mattias hand. You popped your head really fucking fast looked at him face to face and slapped the shit out of him. "Go. The. Fuck. Away. Dick" you said everyone in lunch was staring at you. Mattia got up from the table "look I'm sorry for not telling you it's jus-" you interrupted him "you what just new he was cheating and didn't want to rat out your friend?" You said mocking him with hella attitude. "Don't talk to me that way." Mattia said looking angry. "Just go away.. Mattia- what we ha- had was special. I loved hanging out with you, laughing with you, just being with you would lit up my day. When I looked you I saw it, i saw a future, I saw my life flashing before my eyes.. and you broke that you pushed it away just to protect Kairi. And you knew what the fuck cheating does to me. But you let it happen. You know what you are worse than Kairi, because you knew it was happening, and you let it, you knew that I would find out an- and. And you didn't care..." she said stopping and looking at him "you broke me Mattia..don't you get that?" You said as your voice breaks. "I know what I did was wrong but you just gave up... you gave up on our friendship when you walked out of that door.. I knew as soon as you walked out of door you would never speak to me again and I felt like my world exploded." He said tearing up. "You wanna know what I see when I look at you...w-when I look at you. I see a toy that I broke.. i See what we could have been. I see how you broke me. And I remember the times when I just wanted to slit my wrist. To relieve the pain- you don't understand how much it broke me knowing you knew. I walked out of that door because I knew that you knew that it was already over, we, that we were over.." i said stepping back seeing how much he was hurt. He looked at me and said "is that how you really feel about me..." he said before storming out. Kio looked you in the eyes. "You did Nothing Wrong I promise" Kio reassured you "thank you." You kissed him and sat back down. You wiped your cheeks and continued eating everyone went dead silent. They were all still looking at you so you said "are you just going to stare at me or are you going to fucking eat?!" You exclaimed. Everyone continued eating. "That was totally bad ass!" A boy said sitting down in the seat next to you. "Who are you ?" You said confused "SirCarter but you're call me Sir." He said looking at you.  you smiled at him. "You told him off sis" he said snapping his fingers. You laughed. Sir is funny af. You walked to your next class and saw sir following you so you walked to him "hey what class you have next?" You asked "oh just science mrs Blake" he said "that's what I have next" you smiled at him "i don't want to sound rude or anything but I swear I've never seen you in that class.." you said. "Oh that's cause I just moved here.." he said looking down. "Oh why did you move here?" You asked walking in the classroom. "Something tragic happened so we had to move..." "I'm so sorry" you said looking at him.

A/n if you haven't noticed by now I'm spamming bc I missed like 1 1/2 weeks of doing this bc of vacation. I think I'll upload 3-5 more parts after this one.